Wen Humble meet Opportunity

“I feel Shin Er is more suitable for……”
These were familiar words I heard one yr ago, wen Kean Teong nid me to accept President position for TI Night
Nw, these words were cum fr Seng Chiew, he feel dat I should in charge for XXT Training Camp.
I collapsed in front of him wen I heard dat, heard my frens bside me laughing.
“OMG! The toughest project again?!” that’s my thinking at dat moment……

Ivan bec to give us a talk again.
He talked a lot, abot 1 n ½ hours.
I noe he was trying to change our mindset, encouraged us to learn as much as we cn wen still in Uni, especially in XXT.
HUMBLE – made him willing to accept a lot of works n oways felt dat wat he had learned were nt enough

Shin Er,
She oredi felt tire w one yr bzness, toughness, n even learning?
Absolutely she wish to have a rest, n yes she is having rest nw.
Wat she had learned, experienced, oredi enough to face future challenges?
She was glad to b given good opportunities oway.
She was proud bcoz many ppls saw n appreciated her capability.
But she seem like bcum too confident ald, wan to stop learning at dis level, ald vr satisfied w wat she own.
Yes! After 20th Feb, her planning was to stop all tough activities for the rest of da life in uni to concentrate on study.
Dis was her promise to all her best frens, but she failed to do it.
The biggest weakness of Shin Er is soft-hearted n too easily influent by others.

Even though I had been given many opportunities last time,
Even though I had successfully done all da jobs given
BUT do I really successfully made benefits from all opportunities?
Do I really done a pretty n happily works for each job?
NOOoooo………
Dat’s da self-problem I nid to overcome.
I always made myself vr vr stress until nid to complain a lot a lot to frens.
Until finally I wish to run away fr these, by stop involve in tough activities……
Cn I cont to bring such unmature thinking to da outside working situation?

Hahaha!
AGAIN! I broke my own promise, aft listen to Ivan’s talk 2day
AGAIN! I dint reject da toughest task (I think) assigned
Don’t misunderstand! I m nt complaining anything nw.
Dis is juz an outcome of self-examination.
Once I accept, I absolutely will do da best for it.
I believe all XXT frens, believe dey will brought me along for it.
Another opportunity to challenge my emotional control.
Another opportunity to challenge my time management.
Another opportunity to challenge my way for leading.
Hope dat I cn do better dis time.
Hope dat again, I manage to prove dat I had done a pretty good decision for myself.