31 March 2009
Dis is last day of March ald, a relax day.
Early morning 9am, I ald abnormally hide myself in lib.
Made a time table for final exam study
N made a summary for tatabahasa
Y tatabahasa? Ha! Normally ppl ll said BM no nid study much wat?
Hmm…help my sis oso lah. She is bzing in work, dun hv much time to study
So, I mah kindly made note for her n myself as well lor.
Oso feel dat I m vr nice leh? Haha! Like dat only cn ask sumthing fr her easily in future mah!
In d evening, v went 4 a lab visit near Chain Ferry dere, a government food analysis lab.
Main on hazardous criteria analysis lor, include microbe n chemical test.
I quite interested vf da topic dey explain to us, bcoz almost all r da things v ald covered in lec.
Damn habit!! Each time on bus might uncontrollable fallen into sleep.
No matter hw long is da journey. Ha!
Like last time in 2ndary sch, fr my house to sch take abot 25min, as long as I m sitting, I might feel sleepy
But, wen da station arrived, I might automatically wake up. Ha! Like my physiological clock ald.
Like Khai Qi said oso lah……like a PIG lor! Ha!
SE theory said: da bus shake all da way made me felt dizzy nt really true lar
But da theory bcoz nthing to do, so better go sleep is always true lor. Ha!
Aft bec fr da trip, I still vr obedient, cont draw shit on wall in lib…
Wen dinner, hmm…Kar Min said go Baskin Robbin…bcoz 31% dicnt 2day
Ha! Since I like ice cream so much, since I nvr go dere dis sem, since Khai Qi oso mention abot it dis noon (but she dun wan go pula)…
Ok, more den 2 excuses to convince myself liao, so, go lor…
Ha! again! Damn thinking!!
Wow! Nice stream of ppl, nice patient v had, nice price, nice taste, nice feeling, nice moment……
V still had mood to chat abot da night sky, moon, star……searching 4 Sagittarius….so romantic...
Ha! Conclusion! Vr vr relax lor!
But I noe lar, v no longer hv such leisure moment liao……
FINAL EXAM IS COMING!!
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
爽！
给自己在家里放了三天很悠闲的假期
完全不必碰功课和读书咧！所以爽到咯！
还爽到什么咧？！清明咯！
不是去清明很爽，而是有得吃好料的，很爽！哈！
但是代价就是被晒黑咯！
手腕有手表痕，颈下、背上都变两种colour了
教训：下次去清明穿得越密实越好……
上周五，我还用半天来给Yus做了一个缠线娃娃
她讨了很久，我也手痒很久了，
终于可以完成所以很开心
看到他收到时惊喜的样子，更开心，哈！
这件仅有5cm长的迷你晚装很难弄……但很有满足感，嘻！
今天早上就和妈妈逛早市咯，顺便买蛋糕的材料
嘻！我最后一次做蛋糕应该是两年前的情人节吧？！
这一次，让我再次称粉、打蛋就是下乡团的学兄姐们啦！
这一次的下乡之夜，我们准备的东西真的很少
身为财政的我，当然也要紧记Desmond和年勇的忠言啊！
亲手做的总会比外面买的省，
更何况酱会比较有诚意嘛！
好久没做些吃的和朋友分享了，
以前中六的时候，一班朋友常会做些食物下课时一起吃，很怀念呢！
因为赶时间，所以蛋糕的墙也只随意让巧克力的流痕当设计咯！应该还不算难看吧？嘻！
看到大家都好像蛮喜欢这蛋糕，
所以我还蛮开心的，谢谢大家的赞赏，
但其实这蛋糕也只是个“便利装”的自制蛋糕，
厉害并不是我啊！
Food Technology就是那么了不起，可以让每个人都有‘好厨艺’！
嘻！再次promote自己的科系了，哈哈哈！
完全不必碰功课和读书咧！所以爽到咯！
还爽到什么咧？！清明咯！
不是去清明很爽，而是有得吃好料的，很爽！哈！
但是代价就是被晒黑咯！
手腕有手表痕，颈下、背上都变两种colour了
教训：下次去清明穿得越密实越好……
上周五，我还用半天来给Yus做了一个缠线娃娃
她讨了很久，我也手痒很久了，
终于可以完成所以很开心
看到他收到时惊喜的样子，更开心，哈！
这件仅有5cm长的迷你晚装很难弄……但很有满足感，嘻！今天早上就和妈妈逛早市咯，顺便买蛋糕的材料
嘻！我最后一次做蛋糕应该是两年前的情人节吧？！
这一次，让我再次称粉、打蛋就是下乡团的学兄姐们啦！
这一次的下乡之夜，我们准备的东西真的很少
身为财政的我，当然也要紧记Desmond和年勇的忠言啊！
亲手做的总会比外面买的省，
更何况酱会比较有诚意嘛！
好久没做些吃的和朋友分享了，
以前中六的时候，一班朋友常会做些食物下课时一起吃，很怀念呢！
因为赶时间，所以蛋糕的墙也只随意让巧克力的流痕当设计咯！应该还不算难看吧？嘻！看到大家都好像蛮喜欢这蛋糕，
所以我还蛮开心的，谢谢大家的赞赏，
但其实这蛋糕也只是个“便利装”的自制蛋糕，
厉害并不是我啊！
Food Technology就是那么了不起，可以让每个人都有‘好厨艺’！
嘻！再次promote自己的科系了，哈哈哈！
Friday, March 27, 2009
死鬼迷信淹没了人性
2009年3月27日
都什么年代了嘛！
迷信还可以淹没人性？！
那种上了年纪的人都很现实的咯！
没事的时候当你是宝，
有事的时候就当你是草？！
变脸比闪电还快？！
听阿妈不停地说着
我就越听越气！
阿爸那么好脾气都说酱的人该打下地狱去！
大姐怀孕的时候，
她家婆关怀备至，很好呵？！
孩子没有了，大姐就好像变成不祥人酱!
哇考！这家人的迷性程度会让我们这些不信教的人吐血！！
大姐和家婆吵架了，嫁过去三年多后的第一次吵架
孩子还在肚子里时，全家人都很兴奋地为他想名字了
她家婆就说如果是男的，尾名必须有个“宏”字，要和他的另一个孙子一样
于是，大姐就常常摸着肚皮地轻声地叫了......
几天前，姐夫到KL某佛寺求佛珠
师父告知他有个已“不见”的孩子
现在还一直在家里的神台旁站着，赤着身子......
劝家人尽快为他超度
若要超度，就必须有个名字才行
大姐想说要用平时已叫惯的名字
她的家婆却反对了
原因：那孩子已往生，既然都不曾为他取过正式的名字，那就别让他和另一个还活着的孩子同尾名，免得托衰那孩子！！！
这...这什么道理嘛！！
姐夫更不懂得做人
他生命中最重要的两个女人在吵架
就算他要表达孝心也可以很中立的说：“好了！别再吵了，伤和气！！”
他就算是要用吼地，还是边甩东西的来表达这句话我都可以原谅他
但是，拜托啊！他干嘛要说我姐“自私”？！难道他妈的...思想就不自私？！
一点同情心都没有！懂不懂一个母亲的爱子心切啊？
他妈的古董思想摆在博物院就好！拿出来用只会让受的人更想去撞墙！
哇~~~气啊！气啊~~~！
你知道她还怎样对我姐吗？
同在餐桌上吃饭，我姐的餐具是不可以碰到共用的菜肴的。
什么道理？他们说这是产妇坐月子的习俗......
你有话讲吗？我只有一个已跌倒地板的下巴......
（有没有人帮我扶起来一下？......咳！谢谢。）
结果，我姐吃的菜都是另外盛的，像是会传染什么病毒酱...
（“托衰”病毒吗？哇！新发现耶！好厉害！！拍手!拍手！写篇论文向全世界发表怎样？）
“女人含辛茹苦地孕育生命
是应该受到尊重和照顾的”
多么令女人感动的一句话啊
阿爸说这句话时好温柔...好迷人~~~
他妈的脑袋却连酱基本的道理都不懂
我鄙视她！！
我知道我可能只是个不太懂内情的局外人
大姐的说话方式也可能是导火线
也可能没有一方是绝对地对或错
但是
我-就-是-要-骂-他-妈-的-死-鬼-迷-信-烂-思-想!!!!
哼~~~~~~~我就是酱没有口德的！你管我？？？！！！
（厚！气！骂到气都喘！还好有学气功.......)
都什么年代了嘛！
迷信还可以淹没人性？！
那种上了年纪的人都很现实的咯！
没事的时候当你是宝，
有事的时候就当你是草？！
变脸比闪电还快？！
听阿妈不停地说着
我就越听越气！
阿爸那么好脾气都说酱的人该打下地狱去！
大姐怀孕的时候，
她家婆关怀备至，很好呵？！
孩子没有了，大姐就好像变成不祥人酱!
哇考！这家人的迷性程度会让我们这些不信教的人吐血！！
大姐和家婆吵架了，嫁过去三年多后的第一次吵架
孩子还在肚子里时，全家人都很兴奋地为他想名字了
她家婆就说如果是男的，尾名必须有个“宏”字，要和他的另一个孙子一样
于是，大姐就常常摸着肚皮地轻声地叫了......
几天前，姐夫到KL某佛寺求佛珠
师父告知他有个已“不见”的孩子
现在还一直在家里的神台旁站着，赤着身子......
劝家人尽快为他超度
若要超度，就必须有个名字才行
大姐想说要用平时已叫惯的名字
她的家婆却反对了
原因：那孩子已往生，既然都不曾为他取过正式的名字，那就别让他和另一个还活着的孩子同尾名，免得托衰那孩子！！！
这...这什么道理嘛！！
姐夫更不懂得做人
他生命中最重要的两个女人在吵架
就算他要表达孝心也可以很中立的说：“好了！别再吵了，伤和气！！”
他就算是要用吼地，还是边甩东西的来表达这句话我都可以原谅他
但是，拜托啊！他干嘛要说我姐“自私”？！难道他妈的...思想就不自私？！
一点同情心都没有！懂不懂一个母亲的爱子心切啊？
他妈的古董思想摆在博物院就好！拿出来用只会让受的人更想去撞墙！
哇~~~气啊！气啊~~~！
你知道她还怎样对我姐吗？
同在餐桌上吃饭，我姐的餐具是不可以碰到共用的菜肴的。
什么道理？他们说这是产妇坐月子的习俗......
你有话讲吗？我只有一个已跌倒地板的下巴......
（有没有人帮我扶起来一下？......咳！谢谢。）
结果，我姐吃的菜都是另外盛的，像是会传染什么病毒酱...
（“托衰”病毒吗？哇！新发现耶！好厉害！！拍手!拍手！写篇论文向全世界发表怎样？）
“女人含辛茹苦地孕育生命
是应该受到尊重和照顾的”
多么令女人感动的一句话啊
阿爸说这句话时好温柔...好迷人~~~
他妈的脑袋却连酱基本的道理都不懂
我鄙视她！！
我知道我可能只是个不太懂内情的局外人
大姐的说话方式也可能是导火线
也可能没有一方是绝对地对或错
但是
我-就-是-要-骂-他-妈-的-死-鬼-迷-信-烂-思-想!!!!
哼~~~~~~~我就是酱没有口德的！你管我？？？！！！
（厚！气！骂到气都喘！还好有学气功.......)
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Wen Humble meet Opportunity
“I feel Shin Er is more suitable for……”
These were familiar words I heard one yr ago, wen Kean Teong nid me to accept President position for TI Night
Nw, these words were cum fr Seng Chiew, he feel dat I should in charge for XXT Training Camp.
I collapsed in front of him wen I heard dat, heard my frens bside me laughing.
“OMG! The toughest project again?!” that’s my thinking at dat moment……
Ivan bec to give us a talk again.
He talked a lot, abot 1 n ½ hours.
I noe he was trying to change our mindset, encouraged us to learn as much as we cn wen still in Uni, especially in XXT.
HUMBLE – made him willing to accept a lot of works n oways felt dat wat he had learned were nt enough
Shin Er,
She oredi felt tire w one yr bzness, toughness, n even learning?
Absolutely she wish to have a rest, n yes she is having rest nw.
Wat she had learned, experienced, oredi enough to face future challenges?
She was glad to b given good opportunities oway.
She was proud bcoz many ppls saw n appreciated her capability.
But she seem like bcum too confident ald, wan to stop learning at dis level, ald vr satisfied w wat she own.
Yes! After 20th Feb, her planning was to stop all tough activities for the rest of da life in uni to concentrate on study.
Dis was her promise to all her best frens, but she failed to do it.
The biggest weakness of Shin Er is soft-hearted n too easily influent by others.
Even though I had been given many opportunities last time,
Even though I had successfully done all da jobs given
BUT do I really successfully made benefits from all opportunities?
Do I really done a pretty n happily works for each job?
NOOoooo………
Dat’s da self-problem I nid to overcome.
I always made myself vr vr stress until nid to complain a lot a lot to frens.
Until finally I wish to run away fr these, by stop involve in tough activities……
Cn I cont to bring such unmature thinking to da outside working situation?
Hahaha!
AGAIN! I broke my own promise, aft listen to Ivan’s talk 2day
AGAIN! I dint reject da toughest task (I think) assigned
Don’t misunderstand! I m nt complaining anything nw.
Dis is juz an outcome of self-examination.
Once I accept, I absolutely will do da best for it.
I believe all XXT frens, believe dey will brought me along for it.
Another opportunity to challenge my emotional control.
Another opportunity to challenge my time management.
Another opportunity to challenge my way for leading.
Hope dat I cn do better dis time.
Hope dat again, I manage to prove dat I had done a pretty good decision for myself.
These were familiar words I heard one yr ago, wen Kean Teong nid me to accept President position for TI Night
Nw, these words were cum fr Seng Chiew, he feel dat I should in charge for XXT Training Camp.
I collapsed in front of him wen I heard dat, heard my frens bside me laughing.
“OMG! The toughest project again?!” that’s my thinking at dat moment……
Ivan bec to give us a talk again.
He talked a lot, abot 1 n ½ hours.
I noe he was trying to change our mindset, encouraged us to learn as much as we cn wen still in Uni, especially in XXT.
HUMBLE – made him willing to accept a lot of works n oways felt dat wat he had learned were nt enough
Shin Er,
She oredi felt tire w one yr bzness, toughness, n even learning?
Absolutely she wish to have a rest, n yes she is having rest nw.
Wat she had learned, experienced, oredi enough to face future challenges?
She was glad to b given good opportunities oway.
She was proud bcoz many ppls saw n appreciated her capability.
But she seem like bcum too confident ald, wan to stop learning at dis level, ald vr satisfied w wat she own.
Yes! After 20th Feb, her planning was to stop all tough activities for the rest of da life in uni to concentrate on study.
Dis was her promise to all her best frens, but she failed to do it.
The biggest weakness of Shin Er is soft-hearted n too easily influent by others.
Even though I had been given many opportunities last time,
Even though I had successfully done all da jobs given
BUT do I really successfully made benefits from all opportunities?
Do I really done a pretty n happily works for each job?
NOOoooo………
Dat’s da self-problem I nid to overcome.
I always made myself vr vr stress until nid to complain a lot a lot to frens.
Until finally I wish to run away fr these, by stop involve in tough activities……
Cn I cont to bring such unmature thinking to da outside working situation?
Hahaha!
AGAIN! I broke my own promise, aft listen to Ivan’s talk 2day
AGAIN! I dint reject da toughest task (I think) assigned
Don’t misunderstand! I m nt complaining anything nw.
Dis is juz an outcome of self-examination.
Once I accept, I absolutely will do da best for it.
I believe all XXT frens, believe dey will brought me along for it.
Another opportunity to challenge my emotional control.
Another opportunity to challenge my time management.
Another opportunity to challenge my way for leading.
Hope dat I cn do better dis time.
Hope dat again, I manage to prove dat I had done a pretty good decision for myself.
Monday, March 23, 2009
最让人误解的短信！
你快乐因为我快乐，我开心因为你开心，我愁了因为你瘦了，我瘦了因为你病了，我笑了因为你壮了，我有钱了因为把你卖了……猪啊！
当你默默离开我时，我痛苦万分，不知如何是好，看着你的背影远去，我恨自己，都是我的错……早起一点就赶上车了
你知道吗？我天天都在想你，夜夜都在念你。吃饭时想、睡觉时想、工作时想，很想对你说……快点还钱
你善良像猫儿,你忠实像狗儿,你可爱像鸟儿,你识途像马儿,你出色像蝶儿,你勤劳像蜂儿,你什么都相像,也难怪大家都叫你……禽兽
第一眼见到你，我就对自已说：你就是我今生的奋斗目标，我要追求你，拥抱你。我要宣布：我爱你……英镑
没有你的日子，生活变得难受，我恨那个可恶的第三者将你抢走，你和他是否有了新感情？好想你回到我身边——钱包
害羞的我有一句话一直都不敢向你表白，但是今天我终于鼓起勇气：你什么时候请我吃饭？
如果没有风，云不会动；如果没有水，鱼不能游；如果没有太阳，月亮就不会有光；如果没有你……笨人也就不存在了
食客：睡觉多少钱一晚？（水饺多少钱一碗）服务员：流氓！（六毛）商人：六毛？这么平宜。我来三晚。
当我穷困潦倒时，在我身旁的是你；当我生病受伤时，在我身边的是你；当我情场失意时，在我身旁的还是你……跟你在一起真倒霉
你一闪而过，令我热血沸腾，心潮澎湃，望着你的背影，真想把你留住，我告诉自己，不能再让你离开，绝不……抓贼啊！
茫茫人海中，为你怦然心动，你好似不在意的表情，却让我隐隐作痛，你的漠然让我不敢表白心迹，可我不能自拔，现在我要你明白……你踩着我脚啦
这段日子以来，我一直想对你说三个字，但又怕说了连普通朋友也做不成，可我控制不住，还是想说：借点钱！
我怎么忍心看着你离去？我们一起度过了多少温馨快乐的时光，可是今天就要分手！望着你哀怨的眼神，我大喊：等一等，这狗我不卖了
今天有人看见你了，你还是那样迷人，穿着格子背心，慢悠悠地走着，一副超然自在的样子，实在是可爱极了，真不知你当年是怎么赛过兔子的？
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我是一个暗恋你的人，见到你的第一眼我就认定你是我今生该等的人，但我唯一的遗憾是……抱歉，我发错人了_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
当你默默离开我时，我痛苦万分，不知如何是好，看着你的背影远去，我恨自己，都是我的错……早起一点就赶上车了
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你知道吗？我天天都在想你，夜夜都在念你。吃饭时想、睡觉时想、工作时想，很想对你说……快点还钱
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你善良像猫儿,你忠实像狗儿,你可爱像鸟儿,你识途像马儿,你出色像蝶儿,你勤劳像蜂儿,你什么都相像,也难怪大家都叫你……禽兽
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第一眼见到你，我就对自已说：你就是我今生的奋斗目标，我要追求你，拥抱你。我要宣布：我爱你……英镑
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没有你的日子，生活变得难受，我恨那个可恶的第三者将你抢走，你和他是否有了新感情？好想你回到我身边——钱包
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害羞的我有一句话一直都不敢向你表白，但是今天我终于鼓起勇气：你什么时候请我吃饭？
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如果没有风，云不会动；如果没有水，鱼不能游；如果没有太阳，月亮就不会有光；如果没有你……笨人也就不存在了
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食客：睡觉多少钱一晚？（水饺多少钱一碗）服务员：流氓！（六毛）商人：六毛？这么平宜。我来三晚。
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当我穷困潦倒时，在我身旁的是你；当我生病受伤时，在我身边的是你；当我情场失意时，在我身旁的还是你……跟你在一起真倒霉
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你一闪而过，令我热血沸腾，心潮澎湃，望着你的背影，真想把你留住，我告诉自己，不能再让你离开，绝不……抓贼啊！
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茫茫人海中，为你怦然心动，你好似不在意的表情，却让我隐隐作痛，你的漠然让我不敢表白心迹，可我不能自拔，现在我要你明白……你踩着我脚啦
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这段日子以来，我一直想对你说三个字，但又怕说了连普通朋友也做不成，可我控制不住，还是想说：借点钱！
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我怎么忍心看着你离去？我们一起度过了多少温馨快乐的时光，可是今天就要分手！望着你哀怨的眼神，我大喊：等一等，这狗我不卖了
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今天有人看见你了，你还是那样迷人，穿着格子背心，慢悠悠地走着，一副超然自在的样子，实在是可爱极了，真不知你当年是怎么赛过兔子的？
Sunday, March 22, 2009
慈济的斋戒日
我出席了慈济的斋戒日，凯琪邀到嘛，又难得我没事做也没回家。出席之前，我只知道是要去吃斋而已，其余的都不懂了……
他们让我见识到了不一样的东西，再一次让我觉得Food Technologist很伟大！！我们吃“香積饭”哦！什么来的？请看照片…
这也只是其中一个口味（综合蔬菜），还有红豆和香旬（不晓得有没写错）的，都只需要用热水泡！住宿舍的学生大都应该会为之感动吧！不用锅子也可以煮到饭吃咧！红豆的味道比较淡，用的是糙米；综合蔬菜和香旬都是用白米，也有比较浓的调味；三个不同口味的香積饭共同点就是——都很香！（哈！不要骂我讲肺（废）话啦！）
当晚还有讲座，主讲人就是致纬。看着他拿着麦克风站在前面讲，我有说不出口、无法形容的感觉。因为当初刚刚认识他的时候……现在的他却有能力站在那里给我们讲解很多的东西，沉稳有信心的……连我都还办不到。他是不是也和我一样通过校闻社才成长起来的呢？但是，看来啊，他成长比我还快多了！当他的学姐有很光荣的感觉，哈！
讲座以北极熊的生活片段当序幕。我被那两只活泼超可爱的小呗呗深深吸引了，但也只能斋看咯，因为我听不懂那么“深”的外国呛在讲什么~~~~全场的人都静静在看，我都不太好意思一直问莉婷为什么这样那样……但我想我应该还明白他们要播这片段的目的吧，因为之前有听过下乡的慈济学姐给过类似的讯息啊！他们应该是要让我们知道，如果我们再不改善温室效应，冰山陆续融化了，这些可爱的呗呗也随之遭殃了！（嘻！有悟道吗？）
接着我们就被告知斋戒日的起源方式和意义。斋戒日刚在台湾实行的时候正是SARS肆虐台湾的时期。当时人人都对吃肉起了恐慌，证严法师也就乘那时候给人们一项醒觉的讯息，鼓励人们多吃蔬菜少吃肉。让我惊讶的是，慈济竟然还提供长达一个月的免费素食餐给公众享用。他们还会因为前来吃素的人数日愈增加而感到欢喜。当下，我第一个想法就是：“有免费餐吃喔！是我也会报道啦，还会拉着三姑六婆一起来哦！”难道慈济不会觉得他们都是来骗吃而已的吗？给自己换个想法吧！慈济的志工想必然也有想到这一点吧？但他们可能都不介意啊！也许他们会想：“只要能减少大家的肉食量，让他们贪又何妨？”他们都抱着同一个心态吧——积福。就算他们做了那么多只能改变小部分人的想法，他们也会一样为之欢喜吧？慢慢地改变、慢慢地累积，相信总有一天会得到壮观的成效吧！
原来啊，methane也是造成温室效应的“毒气”哦，而且还是其中主要的污染气体咧。那你知道methane的主要排放量哪儿来吗？他说得太快，我来不及吸收完，只记得有粪便和放屁咯！在这世上啊，人类饲养供食的畜牲竟然是比全世界人口还要多达三倍！！如果这数目不断在增加，我单是想到动物的屁在大气层里的浓度会有多高就想窒息。（有没有很恶心的感觉？你被大量的屁包围着咧！）
我明白斋戒日的意义，也不是没有想过要吃素，只是那份决心不够强，敌不过那填不满的鼻下横。一想到要突然间吃素去，我就怀疑林欣儿的意志力了……挣扎着要如何让自己更有决心吃素的时候，致纬就说了一句很中听的话，突然间要我们转去吃素比较难，但我们可以从减少肉食量开始啊！可以定一星期几天不吃肉，如果每个人都可以做到少吃肉（不是完全吃素哦！）地球依然可以在你手中获救啊！一星期只有几天要我不吃肉有很难吗？嗯！没有！这个我应该还办得到！在宿舍生活为了省钱，本来就已经很少吃肉了嘛！
我的生活意义建筑于“被需要”的观点上。只要你不要让我感觉到我被利用了，能帮的我还是会帮。每次发现自己又做了一件好事时，心里就会多一份充实感。这学期的慈济饭盒，我没有错漏任何一次，谢谢凯琪给了这个机会，我每个月至少做了两次的善事，希望那小小的力量可以为肾病患者延续生命，每一个想要活下去的人都应该受到支持和尊重。其实也是因为自己蛮喜欢吃斋饭啦（通常只要是可以吃得健康的食物我都会喜欢——选读食物系的主要原因）。师姑的厨艺真的很不错，但我知道，如果真的是要吃寺里僧人吃的那种，肯定没那么美味了。有时也会很矛盾的在想，明明是忌肉食嘛，却还是要把斋菜弄到像肉类一样，还不是为了满足那该死的贪念？偏偏我却又是喜欢那类斋菜的人啊！我知道，一旦我还无法去掉这个念头，就别想要我茹素；也知道目前的自己也只能接受肉边菜、少肉食的程度。
凯琪出去分享了。我不太记得她前面在说些什么，但不能不记得她很感激我们这班好友常常为她着想陪她吃素啊！哈！无可否认，“拯救地球”的责任，我有深深被她影响，每次和她一起吃素都是非常愿意的。她送的慈济筷子，我很常带在身边；去逛百货专门带个环保袋被家人笑还不是照样。哈！但自己还没那份勇气不断鼓励身边的人和我一起响应，也许还觉得自己做得不够完全吧！偶尔还是会提着塑胶带，很内疚地想起凯琪……
她分享完之后就希望我们三个当中（嘉敏、莉婷和我）会有人也来一起分享。哇！嘉敏和莉婷竟然都很齐心地推我上！全场的目光都聚集在我们身上！现场一片寂静，我脑袋空白……哎呀！还是豁出去了！紧张！不太记得自己说了什么！记得自己提了一下亚马逊雨林；也提了一下杀猪的恶心画面；再说了一下自己的烂恒心；接着讲了一下凯琪对我有多好……eh! 离题了！又赶紧拉回来......嗯，每个决定都需要一鼓突涌的勇气吧！我对着在座的所有人承诺了我一星期不吃肉三天，众人为我鼓掌见证，我......我...Erm...一言既出，驷马难追！林欣儿，你不好食言啦！！加茶哦！
我们回的时候，他们还送我们一本慈济月刊。莉婷拒绝不拿了，她说上网都有得看，比较环保。Erm……也对咯！都是爱护地球的一分子啊！
他们让我见识到了不一样的东西，再一次让我觉得Food Technologist很伟大！！我们吃“香積饭”哦！什么来的？请看照片…
这也只是其中一个口味（综合蔬菜），还有红豆和香旬（不晓得有没写错）的，都只需要用热水泡！住宿舍的学生大都应该会为之感动吧！不用锅子也可以煮到饭吃咧！红豆的味道比较淡，用的是糙米；综合蔬菜和香旬都是用白米，也有比较浓的调味；三个不同口味的香積饭共同点就是——都很香！（哈！不要骂我讲肺（废）话啦！）
当晚还有讲座，主讲人就是致纬。看着他拿着麦克风站在前面讲，我有说不出口、无法形容的感觉。因为当初刚刚认识他的时候……现在的他却有能力站在那里给我们讲解很多的东西，沉稳有信心的……连我都还办不到。他是不是也和我一样通过校闻社才成长起来的呢？但是，看来啊，他成长比我还快多了！当他的学姐有很光荣的感觉，哈！
讲座以北极熊的生活片段当序幕。我被那两只活泼超可爱的小呗呗深深吸引了，但也只能斋看咯，因为我听不懂那么“深”的外国呛在讲什么~~~~全场的人都静静在看，我都不太好意思一直问莉婷为什么这样那样……但我想我应该还明白他们要播这片段的目的吧，因为之前有听过下乡的慈济学姐给过类似的讯息啊！他们应该是要让我们知道，如果我们再不改善温室效应，冰山陆续融化了，这些可爱的呗呗也随之遭殃了！（嘻！有悟道吗？）
接着我们就被告知斋戒日的起源方式和意义。斋戒日刚在台湾实行的时候正是SARS肆虐台湾的时期。当时人人都对吃肉起了恐慌，证严法师也就乘那时候给人们一项醒觉的讯息，鼓励人们多吃蔬菜少吃肉。让我惊讶的是，慈济竟然还提供长达一个月的免费素食餐给公众享用。他们还会因为前来吃素的人数日愈增加而感到欢喜。当下，我第一个想法就是：“有免费餐吃喔！是我也会报道啦，还会拉着三姑六婆一起来哦！”难道慈济不会觉得他们都是来骗吃而已的吗？给自己换个想法吧！慈济的志工想必然也有想到这一点吧？但他们可能都不介意啊！也许他们会想：“只要能减少大家的肉食量，让他们贪又何妨？”他们都抱着同一个心态吧——积福。就算他们做了那么多只能改变小部分人的想法，他们也会一样为之欢喜吧？慢慢地改变、慢慢地累积，相信总有一天会得到壮观的成效吧！
原来啊，methane也是造成温室效应的“毒气”哦，而且还是其中主要的污染气体咧。那你知道methane的主要排放量哪儿来吗？他说得太快，我来不及吸收完，只记得有粪便和放屁咯！在这世上啊，人类饲养供食的畜牲竟然是比全世界人口还要多达三倍！！如果这数目不断在增加，我单是想到动物的屁在大气层里的浓度会有多高就想窒息。（有没有很恶心的感觉？你被大量的屁包围着咧！）
我明白斋戒日的意义，也不是没有想过要吃素，只是那份决心不够强，敌不过那填不满的鼻下横。一想到要突然间吃素去，我就怀疑林欣儿的意志力了……挣扎着要如何让自己更有决心吃素的时候，致纬就说了一句很中听的话，突然间要我们转去吃素比较难，但我们可以从减少肉食量开始啊！可以定一星期几天不吃肉，如果每个人都可以做到少吃肉（不是完全吃素哦！）地球依然可以在你手中获救啊！一星期只有几天要我不吃肉有很难吗？嗯！没有！这个我应该还办得到！在宿舍生活为了省钱，本来就已经很少吃肉了嘛！
我的生活意义建筑于“被需要”的观点上。只要你不要让我感觉到我被利用了，能帮的我还是会帮。每次发现自己又做了一件好事时，心里就会多一份充实感。这学期的慈济饭盒，我没有错漏任何一次，谢谢凯琪给了这个机会，我每个月至少做了两次的善事，希望那小小的力量可以为肾病患者延续生命，每一个想要活下去的人都应该受到支持和尊重。其实也是因为自己蛮喜欢吃斋饭啦（通常只要是可以吃得健康的食物我都会喜欢——选读食物系的主要原因）。师姑的厨艺真的很不错，但我知道，如果真的是要吃寺里僧人吃的那种，肯定没那么美味了。有时也会很矛盾的在想，明明是忌肉食嘛，却还是要把斋菜弄到像肉类一样，还不是为了满足那该死的贪念？偏偏我却又是喜欢那类斋菜的人啊！我知道，一旦我还无法去掉这个念头，就别想要我茹素；也知道目前的自己也只能接受肉边菜、少肉食的程度。
凯琪出去分享了。我不太记得她前面在说些什么，但不能不记得她很感激我们这班好友常常为她着想陪她吃素啊！哈！无可否认，“拯救地球”的责任，我有深深被她影响，每次和她一起吃素都是非常愿意的。她送的慈济筷子，我很常带在身边；去逛百货专门带个环保袋被家人笑还不是照样。哈！但自己还没那份勇气不断鼓励身边的人和我一起响应，也许还觉得自己做得不够完全吧！偶尔还是会提着塑胶带，很内疚地想起凯琪……
她分享完之后就希望我们三个当中（嘉敏、莉婷和我）会有人也来一起分享。哇！嘉敏和莉婷竟然都很齐心地推我上！全场的目光都聚集在我们身上！现场一片寂静，我脑袋空白……哎呀！还是豁出去了！紧张！不太记得自己说了什么！记得自己提了一下亚马逊雨林；也提了一下杀猪的恶心画面；再说了一下自己的烂恒心；接着讲了一下凯琪对我有多好……eh! 离题了！又赶紧拉回来......嗯，每个决定都需要一鼓突涌的勇气吧！我对着在座的所有人承诺了我一星期不吃肉三天，众人为我鼓掌见证，我......我...Erm...一言既出，驷马难追！林欣儿，你不好食言啦！！加茶哦！
我们回的时候，他们还送我们一本慈济月刊。莉婷拒绝不拿了，她说上网都有得看，比较环保。Erm……也对咯！都是爱护地球的一分子啊！
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Is selfish really a bad thinking?
19/3/2009
Last Thur (12/3), XXT had reselect da new commitee for zhong yang. Dat night most of the 12th members dint attend da AGM include me… I plan to go de dat night, but after only slept half hour for whole night, summore after 9am-7pm lecture, I really gave up to my body tiredness. I admit I m oso a selfish person, originally I plan to go dere bcoz I wan to make sure I dint get da pose I don’t wan. However, even though lastly I decide nt to go, I oso did ask my roommate to tell everyone abot my decision if I had been assigned da pose. Hahaha! Seem like I think too much ald, none of them suggest my name for dat pose pun! Finally, my pose in zhong yang is treasurer, yup! Dis is da pose I like actually, ha! I still didn’t let HL n Fifi noe I had been assigned a pose in XXT again. I think, if dey noe, dey might say:”u better take care urself……we no eyes to c……” Hmm… I dun hope to totally pull myself out of dis society, a pose of treasure, for me, still acceptable ba...
The juz passed Tue (17/3) night, new zhong yang committee had a meeting vf old zhong yang committee. Dat Tue morning I juz been told sumthing nt happy happened in dat AGM night. I was surprised to hear dat Wan Ling refuse to accept da pose of a/c audit (查账). She passed Seng Chiew a resign letter dat morning. Actually, she did express her unwillingness dat night, but seem like nt accepted. Yi Zhi did say sumthing dat night, bcoz obviously cn c dat we r playing Tai Chi to refuse dis n dat. Was it bcoz I ald gave a bad role during da reselection for hui xiang committee? Dunno, I juz noe dat I nid to do sumthing for my own good, n consider more on my own capability. Am I selfish? Yup, I should admit dat. But am I wrong? For me, I feel Wan Ling dint do da wrong decision, but others felt dat she shouldn’t take dis action. Since everyone have their capability limit, if she feel dat she cnt make it, didn’t accept should b a correct decision, right? It is better den being a bad role after accept da pose wat? They said everyone r bz, everyone also care abot result, but still willing to contribute to XXT, dere was no excuse except selfish. Ya! But I dun think dat made selfish decision for own benefit at sumtime is a wrong things. I really understand Wan Ling thinking. But another said dat her result quite good, nt yet around d edge of 2.0. OMG! Like me meh?! Nid to wait until da result drop until like dis only noe wan to concentrate more on study? Gud o nt gud is on self judgment mah!
Haiz……hw would XXT be within next one year? Did I still had da qualified to said dat ‘hope dat v hav happily cooperation’? Erm……excuse might b a lot for everyone, but ‘heart’ is the only one. I also a person got selfish thinking like Wan Ling, am I still kira had a ‘heart’ on XXT? But I still like n willing to participate activities of XXT, juz I wan to set myself to have more time on study…… I know, dis is self problem in time management, but I still fail to find out clearly y others manage to do it but I cannot…… Frens’ advices I had heard a lot but all were only surface things. I understand nt mean dat I manage to control da situation n myself. Mb Wan Ling oso had same feeling. I still in processing try hard to fix all things in my life. Do u understand wat I mean? Can u understand, forgive n accept such selfish thinking?
Last Thur (12/3), XXT had reselect da new commitee for zhong yang. Dat night most of the 12th members dint attend da AGM include me… I plan to go de dat night, but after only slept half hour for whole night, summore after 9am-7pm lecture, I really gave up to my body tiredness. I admit I m oso a selfish person, originally I plan to go dere bcoz I wan to make sure I dint get da pose I don’t wan. However, even though lastly I decide nt to go, I oso did ask my roommate to tell everyone abot my decision if I had been assigned da pose. Hahaha! Seem like I think too much ald, none of them suggest my name for dat pose pun! Finally, my pose in zhong yang is treasurer, yup! Dis is da pose I like actually, ha! I still didn’t let HL n Fifi noe I had been assigned a pose in XXT again. I think, if dey noe, dey might say:”u better take care urself……we no eyes to c……” Hmm… I dun hope to totally pull myself out of dis society, a pose of treasure, for me, still acceptable ba...
The juz passed Tue (17/3) night, new zhong yang committee had a meeting vf old zhong yang committee. Dat Tue morning I juz been told sumthing nt happy happened in dat AGM night. I was surprised to hear dat Wan Ling refuse to accept da pose of a/c audit (查账). She passed Seng Chiew a resign letter dat morning. Actually, she did express her unwillingness dat night, but seem like nt accepted. Yi Zhi did say sumthing dat night, bcoz obviously cn c dat we r playing Tai Chi to refuse dis n dat. Was it bcoz I ald gave a bad role during da reselection for hui xiang committee? Dunno, I juz noe dat I nid to do sumthing for my own good, n consider more on my own capability. Am I selfish? Yup, I should admit dat. But am I wrong? For me, I feel Wan Ling dint do da wrong decision, but others felt dat she shouldn’t take dis action. Since everyone have their capability limit, if she feel dat she cnt make it, didn’t accept should b a correct decision, right? It is better den being a bad role after accept da pose wat? They said everyone r bz, everyone also care abot result, but still willing to contribute to XXT, dere was no excuse except selfish. Ya! But I dun think dat made selfish decision for own benefit at sumtime is a wrong things. I really understand Wan Ling thinking. But another said dat her result quite good, nt yet around d edge of 2.0. OMG! Like me meh?! Nid to wait until da result drop until like dis only noe wan to concentrate more on study? Gud o nt gud is on self judgment mah!
Haiz……hw would XXT be within next one year? Did I still had da qualified to said dat ‘hope dat v hav happily cooperation’? Erm……excuse might b a lot for everyone, but ‘heart’ is the only one. I also a person got selfish thinking like Wan Ling, am I still kira had a ‘heart’ on XXT? But I still like n willing to participate activities of XXT, juz I wan to set myself to have more time on study…… I know, dis is self problem in time management, but I still fail to find out clearly y others manage to do it but I cannot…… Frens’ advices I had heard a lot but all were only surface things. I understand nt mean dat I manage to control da situation n myself. Mb Wan Ling oso had same feeling. I still in processing try hard to fix all things in my life. Do u understand wat I mean? Can u understand, forgive n accept such selfish thinking?
B’worth Chung Ling PRS Camp
13-15/3/09
I went to a camp organized by engineering campus XXT in B’worth Chung Ling last week,13-15/3/09 . I like camp so much recently bcoz I found dat I might found sumthing diff abot myself each time I attend. Dis time, I dint set any clear target for myself for being dere, but I think da things I most likely want to improve is da capability to heat up a situation lor. I had been given a change to b facilitator again. I like dis job, but really, it’s nt easy to b a good facilitator. Ha! Mb I should say dat, da group lead by me was quite pity. I seem like being curst b4, each time went camp, being assigned into a group for sumthing else, da group might nt had da luck to win! Like last time at Cameron camp, da leader of da group should b a vr active ppl, but he was vr unlucky to meet vf an aggressive girl in da group. Dis made him dont hav da mood to fight hard. Moreover dat time he really really vr unlucky by falling sick dere.
Hmm….cum bec to da camp….. I think myself hav improve a lot during dis camp. Hehehe! Juz feel dat I more close to my group members compared to previous time. But da condition during ice breaking was still da same…..quite boring. I had learn a lot of games during da Cameron camp, but y I cnt apply dem on time? Ya, mb I should do homework de. I should try to refresh all da games in my mind, n made dem prepared to b show out anytime. N one more, another bad thing was, my group always being da worst for slogan. I quite envy de, bcoz other group oway manage came out vf powerful n energetic slogan, y mine cant? Was dat related to da way I lead? Anybody can tell me hw to create a good slogan?
My group ald got a depressed beginning. I saw all of dem bcum down aft lose for da slogan PK competition. I m their group facilitator, I should give dem sum encourage dat time de, but sorry I didn’t. I dunno wat should I said since I afraid dat those conventional consolation might make dem feel weird. I think da way cn increase their energy was win in sum games, so I try hard to help dem, giv dem a lot of comment, even help dem to think. Erm... I think dis was wrong for being a facilitator. Anyway, we still cnt win in da nxt game, but I cn feel dat dey were nt da worst, hahaha! At least I m happy to see got sum improvement n I cn feel dat they all were nt easily give up person. Hohoho! I should vr proud to say dat I had help dem win in a small game dat nid us to move by stand on a row of chairs. It is good to b tall, I m da head for the row, my long legs make move farer n faster. Hahaha! Luckily we took right strategy by arranging those taller stand in da front. I found dat I m da one most happiest wen win da game, erm…. Long time dint win in games liao mah! Hehehe, paiseh lah.
My group leader, Mei See was an easily get along ppl but she easily get nervous n forgot a lot of things wen she speak in front a crowd. Nvm, I still wan to giv her a clap bcoz she dint give up da opportunities to speak n speak. Sin Yin is a senior among dem, she has good quality in leading. Her suggestion oways made me realize abot sumthings. Such as, I nvr noe dat fold paper into a zig-zag plate cn giv da plate the best supporting by nt being bend. We apply dis wen build a bridge vf newspaper. She is vr well in express herself, da time wen she wan to explain to others hw to build a bridge without words, she made me laugh a lot to her extreme facial expression. Da shape of da bridge built was distorted, hahaha! BUT it was vr strong, I even cn put a 600mL water filled bottle on it for over one hr without spoilt it. We r vr proud of dis characteristic!
I did cry in dis camp, in a really unexpected activity. Dis was ald da 3rd time I saw da animation 一起走下去. But I dint cry for da previous time. Wen da animation was on, I m preparing da note for sharing with my group members bcoz i dun wan da situation bcom cold during da sharing part. But I was wrong, dey all were willing to share their experience nt like last time in Cameron camp. We talk a lot, until most of us cry. We talk abot da feeling of losing an important person in our life. Dis made me rmb a bad memory, I told dem my feeling wen I tot I m going to lose a best fren until I cry, uncontrolable. I tot I wont cry for him again since 3 yr ago. Stil care o nt care, I dunno. Even though v still cn b a normal frens nw, da intimate relation ald gone. I think I should appreciate, at least v still r frens.
We had get 人不为己，天诛地灭as da drama title. We had made an love story for it. Da story was talk abot a girl A best fren B had tackle A’s bf n had been discover by A one day. A pretend dunno da truth n try to make B in trouble. B found dat A vr care abot bf, she felt guilty so break up vf dat bf lor. Da story outline was provided by Mei See n I m da one who create da drama scenery. Hahaha! Dey quite shy, dun dare to call ‘Honey’, dun dare to sweet sweet vf nt close boy, dun dare to saigai too. These made me gatal wan to act myself nia. Hahaha! I like acting actually, but good o nt I dunno lar. Hmm…. I act as displine teacher in da drama lor. We had time to practice several time b4 on da stage. Even though we fail to get da timing on da stage, but I really feel dat they ald done their best, I feel proud of dem. Hehehe, same, we dint win for da drama. Vr happy to hear dat dey said this was a good experience even we lost.
I really enjoy dis camp, even more than da camp in Cameron. Actually my motive on both camp were nt same; da camp in Cameron, I fill myself more on learning new things n self improvement; dis camp, more on play n enjoying. Luckily I meet a group of active members dis time. Hehehe, unfortunately I still cnt break da curst to get a prize in dis camp ya! Nvm lor, I ald used to it. Hahaha!
I went to a camp organized by engineering campus XXT in B’worth Chung Ling last week,13-15/3/09 . I like camp so much recently bcoz I found dat I might found sumthing diff abot myself each time I attend. Dis time, I dint set any clear target for myself for being dere, but I think da things I most likely want to improve is da capability to heat up a situation lor. I had been given a change to b facilitator again. I like dis job, but really, it’s nt easy to b a good facilitator. Ha! Mb I should say dat, da group lead by me was quite pity. I seem like being curst b4, each time went camp, being assigned into a group for sumthing else, da group might nt had da luck to win! Like last time at Cameron camp, da leader of da group should b a vr active ppl, but he was vr unlucky to meet vf an aggressive girl in da group. Dis made him dont hav da mood to fight hard. Moreover dat time he really really vr unlucky by falling sick dere.
Hmm….cum bec to da camp….. I think myself hav improve a lot during dis camp. Hehehe! Juz feel dat I more close to my group members compared to previous time. But da condition during ice breaking was still da same…..quite boring. I had learn a lot of games during da Cameron camp, but y I cnt apply dem on time? Ya, mb I should do homework de. I should try to refresh all da games in my mind, n made dem prepared to b show out anytime. N one more, another bad thing was, my group always being da worst for slogan. I quite envy de, bcoz other group oway manage came out vf powerful n energetic slogan, y mine cant? Was dat related to da way I lead? Anybody can tell me hw to create a good slogan?
My group ald got a depressed beginning. I saw all of dem bcum down aft lose for da slogan PK competition. I m their group facilitator, I should give dem sum encourage dat time de, but sorry I didn’t. I dunno wat should I said since I afraid dat those conventional consolation might make dem feel weird. I think da way cn increase their energy was win in sum games, so I try hard to help dem, giv dem a lot of comment, even help dem to think. Erm... I think dis was wrong for being a facilitator. Anyway, we still cnt win in da nxt game, but I cn feel dat dey were nt da worst, hahaha! At least I m happy to see got sum improvement n I cn feel dat they all were nt easily give up person. Hohoho! I should vr proud to say dat I had help dem win in a small game dat nid us to move by stand on a row of chairs. It is good to b tall, I m da head for the row, my long legs make move farer n faster. Hahaha! Luckily we took right strategy by arranging those taller stand in da front. I found dat I m da one most happiest wen win da game, erm…. Long time dint win in games liao mah! Hehehe, paiseh lah.
My group leader, Mei See was an easily get along ppl but she easily get nervous n forgot a lot of things wen she speak in front a crowd. Nvm, I still wan to giv her a clap bcoz she dint give up da opportunities to speak n speak. Sin Yin is a senior among dem, she has good quality in leading. Her suggestion oways made me realize abot sumthings. Such as, I nvr noe dat fold paper into a zig-zag plate cn giv da plate the best supporting by nt being bend. We apply dis wen build a bridge vf newspaper. She is vr well in express herself, da time wen she wan to explain to others hw to build a bridge without words, she made me laugh a lot to her extreme facial expression. Da shape of da bridge built was distorted, hahaha! BUT it was vr strong, I even cn put a 600mL water filled bottle on it for over one hr without spoilt it. We r vr proud of dis characteristic!
I did cry in dis camp, in a really unexpected activity. Dis was ald da 3rd time I saw da animation 一起走下去. But I dint cry for da previous time. Wen da animation was on, I m preparing da note for sharing with my group members bcoz i dun wan da situation bcom cold during da sharing part. But I was wrong, dey all were willing to share their experience nt like last time in Cameron camp. We talk a lot, until most of us cry. We talk abot da feeling of losing an important person in our life. Dis made me rmb a bad memory, I told dem my feeling wen I tot I m going to lose a best fren until I cry, uncontrolable. I tot I wont cry for him again since 3 yr ago. Stil care o nt care, I dunno. Even though v still cn b a normal frens nw, da intimate relation ald gone. I think I should appreciate, at least v still r frens.
We had get 人不为己，天诛地灭as da drama title. We had made an love story for it. Da story was talk abot a girl A best fren B had tackle A’s bf n had been discover by A one day. A pretend dunno da truth n try to make B in trouble. B found dat A vr care abot bf, she felt guilty so break up vf dat bf lor. Da story outline was provided by Mei See n I m da one who create da drama scenery. Hahaha! Dey quite shy, dun dare to call ‘Honey’, dun dare to sweet sweet vf nt close boy, dun dare to saigai too. These made me gatal wan to act myself nia. Hahaha! I like acting actually, but good o nt I dunno lar. Hmm…. I act as displine teacher in da drama lor. We had time to practice several time b4 on da stage. Even though we fail to get da timing on da stage, but I really feel dat they ald done their best, I feel proud of dem. Hehehe, same, we dint win for da drama. Vr happy to hear dat dey said this was a good experience even we lost.
I really enjoy dis camp, even more than da camp in Cameron. Actually my motive on both camp were nt same; da camp in Cameron, I fill myself more on learning new things n self improvement; dis camp, more on play n enjoying. Luckily I meet a group of active members dis time. Hehehe, unfortunately I still cnt break da curst to get a prize in dis camp ya! Nvm lor, I ald used to it. Hahaha!
Saturday, March 7, 2009
B'day Picnic at Batu Feringgi
Dis is my 1st post in blogspot with only alphabets n numbers
juz bcoz i wan to share dis vf one of my best frens
named JANE.
Jane, u noe de,
i'm not well in english writing n speaking,
thanks 4 oways b patient wen listen to my poor speaking
so, nw i am willing to give my 'FIRST' to u...
touching o nt? ha!
i own dis nice memory bcoz of u
so, dis post i should share vf u de,
cn it b a special present 4 u tooo?
hehehe...
27th of Feb, a GOOD Friday
v had go 4 a picnic at Batu Feringgi beach,
earlier celebration 4 Jane's B'day on 2nd March
vr paiseh to say that i never go dere b4
even though i m a Penang ngait
hehehe
the person who lead us dere was Khai Qi, cum fr Muar...
nt Shin Er o Jane who live in Penang lor...hahahaha
dat day after class in da morning, v follow Jane bec home for food preparation
even though v said dat dat day was a celebration for Jane
BUT she seem like the one bziest preparing food for us
sandwich, mee goreng, potato salad (Jane's special recipe), 3 canning dessert...
i ald felt vr hungry wen looking at da foods
dat's were quite a lot for consumption of 4 persons only...
v went dere by bus, take about 2-3 hrs ride
quite tire de, even slept on da bus
i found dat Li Ting's shoulder was vr comfortable for me
i TER-tidur on her, but she dint wake me up
so, i juz pretend unconcious n cont slept on her shoulder
hahahaha, long time dint borrow somebody shoulder liao
Finally! v reach dere around 4pm
once v step in dat place
ald had an Indian approached us n follow (lead?) us to the beach
he promote to us da facilities they provided
i cant really rmb da name for those facilities lar (Jane, wat those games call?)
...flying vr high in the sky
...speed motor ride on water
...etc etc (i dun really noe wat else dey have, hehehe)
but v juz interest in the banana boat
ya, my first time on banana boat (Jane, another 'FIRST' devoted for u~~)
once again, i renew my 'ABNORMAL RECORDS' vf a special action on banana boat
hehehe, v sang (shout) B'day Song twice for Jane on Banana Boat.
once v finish da B'day Song, da indians behind us start to sing 'oh Mc Donald have a farm, yeeya yeeya yoo~~'
hahaha, wana fight?
nolar, nolar, v must live harmony vf various race mah
so v join dem sing da song 2gather lor, hahaha
'oh Mc Donald have a farm, yeeya yeeya yoo~~lalalalalalalala, yeeya yeeya yoo~~~'
(hahaha! i dun really noe da lyric of da song)
after dat, v found a place to put our things, den....play vf sand ....
(recall our childhood memories...)
wat a romantic n stressless day for us. (dey r looking at 38 de me, working hard to bury my leg...;P)
Li Ting had successfully help me cover my toes...hahaha
hohoho, long time dint play vf sand liao....(excited!)
so ~ concentrate on it....
dat's nt an easy job lor. Wan to learn ar? I cn teach u oh!
dat's our product.....B'day Cake for Jane......ingredients: beach sand, shell, stone, marker pen...
(wat to do ar? v nt yet graduate mah, so our skill only valid for a PROFESSIONAL childish masak-masak product. Wat made us proud is, the expire date of this product cn be infinity loooong~~~ Wat an UNBELIEVABLE RECORD v hd made in food field...wahahahaxD)
i saw a pity jelly fish cn not move on da beach....dunno ald died o nt....
dancing? hahaha! i dunno ar, dat time i still working on da cake...
Khai Qi siok SS-ing with nthing,
but Jane seem like nt siok wor......
because she wan to SS as well.....
(erm......anybody feel cold ald?)
dey r preparing to fight ar?
dis cha bo nt good ar, wan to kick me fr da back without my notice
so i nid to draw some thorn on my back for protection lor.
(Khai Qi, paint o nt? hahaha!)
these is da foods v brought, but v failed to finish it.....
v all use chopstick from Tzu Chi.
wow! so relax! feeling everythings around me were so nice. I really hope dat i cn lying dere n watching on da beautiful sun set, but da thick cloud on da sky nt allowed...
Our journey still far away to go but everthings must start vf our 1st step on it, bravely, energetically, at least v try b4 v win o fail for it mah.
Watching to the endless sky, i tell myself, 'nothing is impossible b4 i try'. Thus, straighten the legs, heading to a better 2ml, brighter future.....
......BUT sumtime might feel tire too.....so, take a break wen needed......dis is oso a preparation for next longer journey mah....
actually, my best frens......all of them r special for me. They have their own special capability, bright up my day, n oways b vf me.
Sincerely Thanks to u all. I really feel lucky to meet u all in USM. Li Ting, Jane, Khai Qi, and Kar Min, i like u all soooo much. Hahaha! Bcoz of u, my life is full.
juz bcoz i wan to share dis vf one of my best frens
named JANE.
Jane, u noe de,
i'm not well in english writing n speaking,
thanks 4 oways b patient wen listen to my poor speaking
so, nw i am willing to give my 'FIRST' to u...
touching o nt? ha!
i own dis nice memory bcoz of u
so, dis post i should share vf u de,
cn it b a special present 4 u tooo?
hehehe...
27th of Feb, a GOOD Friday
v had go 4 a picnic at Batu Feringgi beach,
earlier celebration 4 Jane's B'day on 2nd March
vr paiseh to say that i never go dere b4
even though i m a Penang ngait
hehehe
the person who lead us dere was Khai Qi, cum fr Muar...
nt Shin Er o Jane who live in Penang lor...hahahaha
dat day after class in da morning, v follow Jane bec home for food preparation
even though v said dat dat day was a celebration for Jane
BUT she seem like the one bziest preparing food for us
sandwich, mee goreng, potato salad (Jane's special recipe), 3 canning dessert...
i ald felt vr hungry wen looking at da foods
dat's were quite a lot for consumption of 4 persons only...
v went dere by bus, take about 2-3 hrs ride
quite tire de, even slept on da bus
i found dat Li Ting's shoulder was vr comfortable for me
i TER-tidur on her, but she dint wake me up
so, i juz pretend unconcious n cont slept on her shoulder
hahahaha, long time dint borrow somebody shoulder liao
Finally! v reach dere around 4pmonce v step in dat place
ald had an Indian approached us n follow (lead?) us to the beach
he promote to us da facilities they provided
i cant really rmb da name for those facilities lar (Jane, wat those games call?)
...flying vr high in the sky
...speed motor ride on water
...etc etc (i dun really noe wat else dey have, hehehe)
but v juz interest in the banana boat
ya, my first time on banana boat (Jane, another 'FIRST' devoted for u~~)
once again, i renew my 'ABNORMAL RECORDS' vf a special action on banana boat
hehehe, v sang (shout) B'day Song twice for Jane on Banana Boat.
once v finish da B'day Song, da indians behind us start to sing 'oh Mc Donald have a farm, yeeya yeeya yoo~~'
hahaha, wana fight?
nolar, nolar, v must live harmony vf various race mah
so v join dem sing da song 2gather lor, hahaha
'oh Mc Donald have a farm, yeeya yeeya yoo~~lalalalalalalala, yeeya yeeya yoo~~~'
(hahaha! i dun really noe da lyric of da song)
after dat, v found a place to put our things, den....play vf sand ....
(recall our childhood memories...)
wat a romantic n stressless day for us. (dey r looking at 38 de me, working hard to bury my leg...;P)
Li Ting had successfully help me cover my toes...hahaha
hohoho, long time dint play vf sand liao....(excited!)
so ~ concentrate on it....
dat's nt an easy job lor. Wan to learn ar? I cn teach u oh!
dat's our product.....B'day Cake for Jane......ingredients: beach sand, shell, stone, marker pen...(wat to do ar? v nt yet graduate mah, so our skill only valid for a PROFESSIONAL childish masak-masak product. Wat made us proud is, the expire date of this product cn be infinity loooong~~~ Wat an UNBELIEVABLE RECORD v hd made in food field...wahahahaxD)
i saw a pity jelly fish cn not move on da beach....dunno ald died o nt....
dancing? hahaha! i dunno ar, dat time i still working on da cake...
Khai Qi siok SS-ing with nthing, but Jane seem like nt siok wor......
because she wan to SS as well.....(erm......anybody feel cold ald?)
dey r preparing to fight ar?
dis cha bo nt good ar, wan to kick me fr da back without my noticeso i nid to draw some thorn on my back for protection lor.
(Khai Qi, paint o nt? hahaha!)
these is da foods v brought, but v failed to finish it.....
v all use chopstick from Tzu Chi.
wow! so relax! feeling everythings around me were so nice. I really hope dat i cn lying dere n watching on da beautiful sun set, but da thick cloud on da sky nt allowed...
Our journey still far away to go but everthings must start vf our 1st step on it, bravely, energetically, at least v try b4 v win o fail for it mah. Watching to the endless sky, i tell myself, 'nothing is impossible b4 i try'. Thus, straighten the legs, heading to a better 2ml, brighter future.....
......BUT sumtime might feel tire too.....so, take a break wen needed......dis is oso a preparation for next longer journey mah....
actually, my best frens......all of them r special for me. They have their own special capability, bright up my day, n oways b vf me. Sincerely Thanks to u all. I really feel lucky to meet u all in USM. Li Ting, Jane, Khai Qi, and Kar Min, i like u all soooo much. Hahaha! Bcoz of u, my life is full.
TI Night
这是发生在2009年2月20日的事情，我说过，我很期待这一天的结束。终于都结束啦！两个星期前的活动——TI Night。我的 Laporan Kerjaya 却在昨天才交上，嘻嘻嘻！如释重负之后却变懒惰了。
当晚有出席的2nd Year Food Tech 一起来张大合照。
众食品工艺系的佳丽（听起来很不如格调的称呼，哈哈哈）合照。
Dr Azhar 被美女包围，却把自己约束成那样，有点搞笑咯！
嗯...又是“班级照”。
当天的活动进行有失调，幸好都有惊无险的完了。我丢下了YDP，逃过了和VIP共坐一桌的压力，聪明的凯琪建议我也吃素咯，因为全场就只有一桌素食嘛！呵呵呵！但当晚，我走来走去的时间还是长过我坐着的时间。这班好朋友真的很贴心，怕我饿坏了，帮我留了很多菜肴，结果我就饱到要露出酱的表情......哈哈哈！谢谢你们啦！要不然我的入门票可能要白给了。
Gurney 的素食真的很好吃哦！比沙巴那五星级的素食餐好吃多多倍咯！看看一些照片吞吞口水吧！
我不知道要用什么感觉形容当天的我。170的身高再踩着约两寸高的高跟鞋，顶着爆炸头，还一直台上、台下满场飞，有觉得自己会很引人注目咯！哈哈哈！还会有很多人要求合照哦，是没有多到要排队的地步啦，但还是有当明星的感觉。哇哈哈哈！（又自顾自地自恋了...) 嗯，我要提一下，我还有“专人”（要谢谢Aisyah）帮我准备演讲稿的咧！哈哈哈！其实我根本都没想过要上去致词啊！就在节目要开始的几个小时前，我接到了稿......还是上了咯！结果就是我全程照稿念，嘉敏帮我拍照都在骂我不抬头......
第一次，一个人致词...erm...念稿...
我想当晚办得最好的就是幸运抽奖了吧？哈哈哈！今年的礼物可吸引人了，相机、手机、打印机、speaker, mouse, pendrive 等等等，可惜啊！我要的手机不要我......抽到手机的那朋友却在前天把那手机遗失了...命运~~~其实呵，我那天的运气会那么差也是有原因的啦！我的好朋友们特地为了我捧场，大出血盛装打扮来到那里，我特地输我的好运给她们咯，所以咯......
嘉敏抽到了“直发烫板”，但几个小时前她才去弄了头卷发，permanent的卷发......无奈到~~
哎哟！好东西就是多人要抢！爱芬~~失仪态了啦！！
Jane 抽到了滑鼠一个！
莉婷也抽到了滑鼠一个。
那天，有一件很窘的是发生在我身上了。穿那么高的高跟鞋，我最担心的就是上台会跌倒。哈哈哈！是没有跌倒那么丑啦，只是鞋跟断了半截......Step买的新鞋，穿在我脚下不过三小时，竟然断了！！！厚！问题在我还是在那双鞋啊？我知道我重，我知道我一点都不斯文......但...但...没理由我毁物的能力强到那个地步吧？鞋断的时候，我正在讲台前主持着节目。拔掉鞋跟后，我还继续满场飞、上台下台，没人发现不正常，但我的右脚却疼得很，也不得不撑下去.....还好，鞋只断了半截，阿妈说，把另一边也剪剩半截，还能穿，我除了苦笑还能怎样呢？
当晚，好多女生都穿了STEP的鞋，只有我的...断了...
如果有一天，你当上了著名讲师，我会送你一枝太阳花麦克风，伴随你到处演讲......
他是我最欣赏的学弟，感谢他愿意前来当大会司仪。
三代的食品工艺系代表同在一起。感谢兴隆一路来给予的支持和鼓励。
她是我最要好的友族朋友，常常都觉得她穿Baju Kurung 很漂亮。
她们两个冷到了，但据知包头起不了多少保暖的作用咯。
凯琪说：“你不觉得它很像在和我对话吗？”她对太阳花的爱恋似乎已经...erham....
糟糕！！我竟然觉得我们有甜蜜蜜的感觉。
和她拍照还是要这个样子比较有趣...哈！（我被电shot到酱！）
莉婷，我忘了跟你说，你当晚很性感。
Josh——当晚的情歌王子。第一次听他自弹自唱时就已经陶醉其中...
这就是功不可没的Program Planner——依琳咯！也要感谢她赶得及在短时间内搞定了所有的演出安排。
其实，我最最最要感谢的还是YDP啦，正试介绍一下，他叫沈建仲，一个我很敬佩的朋友。（哎呀！当晚竟然忘了要和他合照！）整个活动的筹备过程中，最劳心劳力地还是他。感谢他没有埋怨我在活动筹备的巅峰期还忙比赛的事。感谢他一而再，再而三地容忍我的疏忽，也感谢他常常不发一言地帮我解决很多很多的事。我不晓得其实那是不是他的分内事，也许他可以只是当个顾问的身份给我指示就行，感谢他的尽心尽力。没有他，我肯定会烦恼到暴点去撞墙的。这一年来，他一定比我还要觉得累，还好我们都快卸任了。Kean Teong, 我要对你敬礼，我很庆幸YDP是你。
我和Kean Teong的合照。哈哈哈！也是朋友无意间拍到的。
当晚有出席的2nd Year Food Tech 一起来张大合照。
众食品工艺系的佳丽（听起来很不如格调的称呼，哈哈哈）合照。
Dr Azhar 被美女包围，却把自己约束成那样，有点搞笑咯！
嗯...又是“班级照”。
Gurney 的素食真的很好吃哦！比沙巴那五星级的素食餐好吃多多倍咯！看看一些照片吞吞口水吧！
我不知道要用什么感觉形容当天的我。170的身高再踩着约两寸高的高跟鞋，顶着爆炸头，还一直台上、台下满场飞，有觉得自己会很引人注目咯！哈哈哈！还会有很多人要求合照哦，是没有多到要排队的地步啦，但还是有当明星的感觉。哇哈哈哈！（又自顾自地自恋了...) 嗯，我要提一下，我还有“专人”（要谢谢Aisyah）帮我准备演讲稿的咧！哈哈哈！其实我根本都没想过要上去致词啊！就在节目要开始的几个小时前，我接到了稿......还是上了咯！结果就是我全程照稿念，嘉敏帮我拍照都在骂我不抬头......
第一次，一个人致词...erm...念稿...
嘉敏抽到了“直发烫板”，但几个小时前她才去弄了头卷发，permanent的卷发......无奈到~~
哎哟！好东西就是多人要抢！爱芬~~失仪态了啦！！
Jane 抽到了滑鼠一个！
莉婷也抽到了滑鼠一个。
当晚，好多女生都穿了STEP的鞋，只有我的...断了...花絮：
我只是送你一朵太阳花，你何必兴奋成那样子？
媒婆？送嫁娘？比较像娇婆啦！！
我只是送你一朵太阳花，你何必兴奋成那样子？
媒婆？送嫁娘？比较像娇婆啦！！
如果有一天，你当上了著名讲师，我会送你一枝太阳花麦克风，伴随你到处演讲......
他是我最欣赏的学弟，感谢他愿意前来当大会司仪。
三代的食品工艺系代表同在一起。感谢兴隆一路来给予的支持和鼓励。
她是我最要好的友族朋友，常常都觉得她穿Baju Kurung 很漂亮。
她们两个冷到了，但据知包头起不了多少保暖的作用咯。
凯琪说：“你不觉得它很像在和我对话吗？”她对太阳花的爱恋似乎已经...erham....
糟糕！！我竟然觉得我们有甜蜜蜜的感觉。
和她拍照还是要这个样子比较有趣...哈！（我被电shot到酱！）
莉婷，我忘了跟你说，你当晚很性感。
Josh——当晚的情歌王子。第一次听他自弹自唱时就已经陶醉其中...
这就是功不可没的Program Planner——依琳咯！也要感谢她赶得及在短时间内搞定了所有的演出安排。其实，我最最最要感谢的还是YDP啦，正试介绍一下，他叫沈建仲，一个我很敬佩的朋友。（哎呀！当晚竟然忘了要和他合照！）整个活动的筹备过程中，最劳心劳力地还是他。感谢他没有埋怨我在活动筹备的巅峰期还忙比赛的事。感谢他一而再，再而三地容忍我的疏忽，也感谢他常常不发一言地帮我解决很多很多的事。我不晓得其实那是不是他的分内事，也许他可以只是当个顾问的身份给我指示就行，感谢他的尽心尽力。没有他，我肯定会烦恼到暴点去撞墙的。这一年来，他一定比我还要觉得累，还好我们都快卸任了。Kean Teong, 我要对你敬礼，我很庆幸YDP是你。
我和Kean Teong的合照。哈哈哈！也是朋友无意间拍到的。
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