命运

这部落的第一百篇...却不是真的第一百篇......
因为手痒把几篇不舍得遗弃的从上一个部落格转贴过来
我本打算给她换个全新面貌的... 还是迟些吧......
等到真正第一百篇的时候......
刚刚假期回来，心情是有点郁闷的
我常常都会犯开学忧郁症......该死！>.<
该完成的工作好像永远都无止尽
什么时候我才可以毫无顾虑地把时间留给自己
毫无顾虑的......

“既然要做，何不开心的做？”
这句话常常都会浮现
大道理我听懂的倒是蛮多的
我说得出口的也不少吧
可是听懂、说了之后，
我还是会叹曰“说易行难”
这......什么话嘛！
我在逃避吗？
我给自己找的借口越来越多了
这是对得起自己还是逃避了？
是逃避了......

以前玩过秤‘骨重’的算命盘
它说我的命运不好......
我虽常跌倒，但都爬得起来啊
还是觉得自己是幸福的啊
说什么不好，我没信
上周六，妈妈帮我看三世书去了
我跟她说，看了知道了什么好、坏，都千万别和我说
但......还是敌不过妹妹的诱惑......
结果还是一样，我的命运是不好的，得选个时辰去改运......
“一个好胜，凡事都想做到很好的人，但往往都会事与愿违。”
“常常在最后一分钟赶工，匆忙中常会乱了方寸。”
如果他只是嘴巴说说我的今世运程，我可以再次选择不信的
但他准确地把我的个性和现况说出来了
我想不信的，但还是耿耿于怀了

是的，我是个爱面子的人
会在乎别人对我的看法
我常常给自己定目标
但目标常常都只是定爽的
二十多年来，我真正达到目标的事情少得没有一项让我印象深刻
常对自己说“重要的是过程不是结果”
就算没有得到自己最想要的，
也要想几个“安慰奖”来哄自己
就酱对自己哄哄骗骗地过了二十多年
想要什么都得自己去争取......

我和淑凌说，
我想把坏习惯改了
她笑说那是“天生”的，改得了？
坏习惯我早就发现了
早在很久之前就对自己说要改
如果说掌纹可以算命
掌纹会改变是不是代表了命运也可改？
“听天由命”是句很沮丧的话
明明是自己做的还不够！
寻找幸福......
我还是要努力地和“命运”耗下去！！

树上只有妈妈好~~

前阵子有幸福到咯~~嘻嘻嘻!
连续好几个周末都没回家嘛
但适逢二姐有来USM上课
所以，她给我送午餐了！幸福>.<

现在放着假，呆在家
和阿妈闲聊... 提起了这件事
她就突然大唱：
“树上只有姐姐好~~”
嗯？！炸到！！哈哈哈哈哈哈！
够力的还是......她还blur blur 的问：
“做么？！不对咩？！”
她随着还重复了一段......
“树上只有妈妈好~~”
哇哈哈哈哈哈！阿妈啊~~
“笑的！做么笑到酱？！”
“老妈子啊，‘秋张顶’（潮州话，意指‘树上’）只有妈妈好哦？怎么就不见你爬上树去？！”
“哈哈哈！照你酱讲还真的是很奇怪呵？！可是做么那些儿歌还是酱唱的咧？树上只有妈妈好~~哈哈哈！”
哇！好要重复多几遍给我听咧！！=.=!!
“妈，是‘世上只有妈妈好...’，世界上的世上...”


世上只有妈妈好啊......
没机会受高教育的妈妈识字不多
华文发音也不准
常常都会闹笑话
还好，她很可爱的，也不怕我们笑
还会要刚上小学的堂弟们教她英文

在现今人人都有受教育机会的社会
不懂得珍惜的人还是很多
在麻东铺，辍学的孩子到处都是
很无奈的，我家也有个例子
爸也只能说：“我出钱供你们读书，你们能读的就读，不能读的就算了！”
爸这一番沮丧的话，后来造就了上进的孩子，却也放弃了迷途的孩子
我想，在劝、打、骂、逼都无效之后... 爸妈也无助了吧...
还好，这孩子在外混了四、五年之后，觉悟了，还是回到了正轨上
欣慰啊...他还是那个会在家人需要他时及时出现的帅老弟
嘻！每次看到他驾着黑色跑车来“救”我时，都会觉得他很有型！
......依然是我引以为傲的弟弟啊，哈！


P/S: Opps! 离题了！哈！本来只是想写个笑话而已的。写写下又想到别的去了，也一拼写下咯 ;P 见谅！见谅！

Steamboat Treated by Juniors

Date of activity: 13rd of Sept 2009

There is a tradition passed one generation to another generation in our school. Two years ago, we (all first year Chinese students in TI school) had paid RM30++ to treat Chinese seniors a buffet lunch at a restaurant in Komtar. First year students had to treat third year students, of course there might be a gap between us. Yes, most of us don’t know who our super-junior is. I think our juniors might also felt not worth to treat strangers like what we thought last time. But, like what my senior told me last time, “It’s a way to appreciate the notes, reports, pass year papers… passed by seniors to you.” Hahaha. It’s true! It’s a good tradition in TI school, because seniors will automatically pass their ‘academic HELP’ to us. But absolutely it’s not a good attitude from the view of every lecturer.

The steamboat dinner was on 13rd of Sept 2009 (Sun), but the junior representative informed me about this invitation on 11st of Sept (Fri). It was so rush for me to inform everyone about this. Jun Wei had booked bus ticket back home, Aaron had left for student exchange program, Khai Qi had activity clashed, and Jeannie and I had activities clashed too!! Jeannie and I had to attend Green Lung Interaction Day, which was ended around 7.30pm. The bus had to leave USM around 5.30pm. Luckily we manage to get permission from the president to leave the activity earlier, but I don’t know whether we are still Green Lung's members for now.

Every of us were so excited for this steamboat. Finally, 18/21 Chinese students from third year Foodtech attend the dinner. HL also joined, but he had to pay for himself, as this dinner was not free for fourth year senior. We really had fun there, and I think Foodtech seniors were those who enjoyed the most. We were so noisy and took photo non-stopped.

This was the only table with everyone stand up while eating. Hahaha!

We took a lot of funny photos, especially those with Tang’s face inside…

What would they expected from a burned pan? Too hungry?!

Wherever the camera faced to, there might be a magnetic field attract most of us stick to the direction… Hahaha! A big group of SS seniors… Luckily none of us wear T-shirt with USM logo.

I should call her SS queen! She likes self-picturing very much. Look! Even though self-picturing also can attract so many people stick together under her hand. WoW!

We have more than three cameras brought during that time. So, these were normal to have cross capturing scenario.

Yum~~~~~~~~ Yum ~ Yum ~ Yum ~~~~~Seng~~~~!
We made noise… and fight noise with other division’s students.
(This photo was designed by Tang. I like it!)

Picture of 09’ Foodtech Chinese students with 07’ Foodtech Chinese students, plus a 06’ Foodtech Chinese student (special guest).

Some of the juniors had entered XXT and become the committees of 14th Batch XXT. I am so glad to hear about that. In the last XXT meeting, I just found out who is the rep. of first year. OMG! He was so talkative and hyperactive! If you were interested to know, he was the second guy stood at the second row counted from upper right side in the photo.

OK! Lastly, this was a must-show picture for each eating gathering.

P/S: Do visit my Facebook for more photos! Hehehe!

B'day Party at Redbox

Date of activity: 11/9/2009

A Friday, thanks for Dr Nurul cancelled his class on the evening. A party room booked at Redbox at 3pm. It's still a bit rush for us bcoz v had lab follow up until one sumthing. Luckily, transportation settle with enough car provided. Thanks to Guat Theng, Aie Fhen n Zheng Ling's mom for this. 15 ppls joined, all were foodtech's students. Was this da biggest chinese coursemate's gathering that v ever had? Anyway, I think the programe planners had done a good job to gather up v all. Ha! I m nt sure who were the planner, but thanks to Clarian for inviting us and thanks to Tang for settling the venue. And last but nt least, hehehe, all the frens atended lar!

Will u curious y I was so appreciate to dis celebration? As I known, our chinese seniors use to have big group gathering once a while. Their rep, HL is good in regulating intra-coursemate relation. But I know, me myself not good with dis at all. Now, I m glad Clarian cn help me with dis, hehehe. More n more intra-coursemate activities r cuming on, especially the babminton group bcum bigger n bigger ad, good!! Keep it on!! Ha!

OK! Bec to da celebration... Ewe Chin is a friendly girl with a smiling face oways. Her b'day was on 7th of Sept. This was a belated surprise for her. Happay belated b'day to Ewe Chin.

Tang (da middle guy) booked this package for us, very worth! 5 hrs singging juz for RM 12++, with 5 mics provided, super worth lar. Those who super like SS, got a small stage for u; those who like dancing, got disco light for u oso. So, those who wish to have party cn think abot it oh!

Half of the ppls gone for quite a long time in the middle of the section. I tot dey were tired of singging n went out for a walk. But suddenly the screen of KTV turn into B'day song! And i saw dey all came in with cakes hold with their hand. Ha! Wat a big surprise for me also! I guess Ewe Chin oso dint expect abot dis.

Hmm...I like dis vr much, even it was not specially for me, ha! 15 flavor cakes from Secret Recipe! Cute cute Pickachu summore, hahaha, must b Tang's idea...

May ur wish cum true...

Hmm... Vr nice photo with da cakes hor?! It's actually a 'bye bye ceremony' for the cakes lor. The cakes must began to cry ad... hahaha!

Da cakes gone into a mash. Dont try to imagine anything, jz eat, if nt u might lose appetize!! Ha!
No image for all the girls ad! Clarian n Tang kept took photos n po on FB ad! Vr bad lar dem!

Erhamm.... I purposely wan to po dis photo! Ha! He got a lot of pattern wen singging, made us laughed non stop nia, especially wen he sang 死了都要爱！Bei tahan lor! A video about his 'performance' had upload in facebook. U can watch it through my profile. Ohya! His pattern wen play babminton oso a lot a lot leh! Like dancing nia, ha!

The other two gals dat kept made joke in this room. Ha! Dey scream rather than sing. Hmm... mb too stress for IEK test at the night b4...

Den more on photo section ler. Dey did bring camera stand, so can take as much as whole group photo as we like lor.

Dis is really an enjoyful weekend for all of us! Yest morning (12/9) 9 of us go for 2 hrs babminton eventhough rainninng heavily outside. Then, 6 of them r going for 3D "Final Destination" in this noon (13/9). AND, 2night, wahahaha! 18 of us will have steamboat at 火锅之家! Mb sum of them ad begin fasting for dis. Hahaha! Enjoy ya, everyone! Hopefully i cn made myself dere oso.

槟岛一日游

这一篇，我应该早早就po了，只是这两个星期真的有点忙...
OK! 这是发生在8月30的事情.......
秀玲乘假期回来了！
就酱，找埋咏诗一起 在槟岛“一日游”了
早上10点多就到Gurney了...
退潮的海景被我们评为“槟城丑陋的一面”了，哈！
你看！！几肮脏~~！
嗯，我那一星期我去了两次K...
星期二一次，星期日一次
唱K是我早早就答应秀玲了的
过后，嘉敏说很想去，所以星期二就先去了
这次有拍照了啦！哈哈哈！
嗯...应该拿着麦克风拍的呵...
唱完时才一点，很早
我们逛了Gurney新开的那一block
我有想买双formal shoes的啊
只是逛了很久都没看上什么
咏诗就买了不少东西
呵呵呵，是不是在外国读书的都会培养了购物欲？！
出来Gurney时，大概是下午3点
走过Gurney Hotel 时，突然想拍照就停下来了
哇~~！很凉爽的天气！只可惜是阴天
但海景还是有不错一下啦，阴天也有阴天的美嘛
对着辽阔的大自然，总可以舒缓情绪
就酱，我们在那边呆了大约一小时
拼命拍照，哈！好像前世没拍过照酱
拍了不少我个人还蛮喜欢的照片哦
所以我很快地就把几张以海景为背景的照片upload为我各主页的人头照咯
咏诗参加过摄影学会，拍照还蛮好看的
我一直在研究相机的各setting怎么用
她不懂，但她就是懂一些技巧，厉害~~！
喜欢她为我拍的照片！嘻！



这是三人自拍照，大家都手都...erham...没有很长，哈！
拍了好几张才拍到满意的
如果Alson在，酱的烦恼就可以免了...哈哈哈！
这个人很恐怖，他的手长到用手机自拍，都可以挤进七八人的头咧！！
下毛毛雨了，我们离开Gurney后就前往新光大
嘻！想要Shopping，还是觉得那边合心意的选择比较多
嗯...可是我还是买不到我的鞋子啊！
咏诗又买东西了...
六点左右，我们Cont我们的晚餐去了
我终于来到传闻中的“火锅之家”！！
这里的选择多到每样拿一个而已都严重吃不完！！
surimi、点心、ABC、烤鱼... 选择多到不行！！
哈哈哈！我们总会有自己特别的吃法
用鹌鹑蛋来煎东西是很奢侈的
但我们就是那么的奢侈......

非提这个不可，哈！我们的“蠔煎”（没有浆糊可以放啦！）
弄好后我们都很兴奋抢着要和它合照
但是呵，咬了一口之后，大家的脸都皱了
哈哈哈！没有很好吃咯！很咸~~~
烤蚌中，我吃过的火锅店都不曾provide这个...
咏诗为了值回票价，拿了很多大虾
还去壳了煎给我们吃，幸福到我们啊！哈哈哈！
来啦，看看她拼盘...
过后，我去了厕所回来，秀玲就让位叫我快点坐下拍照喔！
有得拍照当然不会问什么啦！拍咯！
原来啊，她们是aim到那幅漂亮的背景了
哇！拍起来还真的有点点像在外国吃火锅！
我放上FB，大姐都要问一句背景是不是真的，哈哈哈！

吃到很饱很饱，四个小时，我都有反胃的感觉了
要回之前，我们去和小朋友抢冰淇淋吃了
队伍还蛮长的...等咯
哪里知道等到了，还要被排在后面的小朋友跟妈妈告状
“你看这个姐姐啊~~！”（无辜...我也排了很久...)
送咏诗回家时，我们顺便去她家坐坐了
她搬到大山脚那么久，我还是第一次来，嘻！
她弹古筝给我们听哦！
原来她这长假就是在学酱的玩意...
我们在她家翻相片、聊天、八卦、upload照片...
我还给了秀玲错误讯息，无奈到她咯......哈！
过后，我们听到屋外传来很多炮竹声
一定是庆国庆日啦
哇！她家的position很好
从顶楼望去可以看到四个地方放出来的烟花咧！
很黑很黑的辽阔天空有比星星还要耀眼的烟火陪衬着
酱看上去，感觉比看现场还要好看很多，哈！
还真的是很夜了，我离家也超过12小时了
也好久没有自己驾车出街到那么夜了
回到家也一点多了
妈妈当然担心，没睡，等我回来
我现在一旦从大学回家，她都没得好睡酱
在宿舍迟睡的生活已经是一种坏习惯了！！
有点不孝咯！对不起妈妈了
隔天早上，阿妈遇到秀玲
她说秀玲跟也她讲“Sorry！”喔，弄到她拍色！
哈！不过，谢谢你啦，秀玲，嘻！
Anyway，虽然后来我得赶功课赶半死酱
但还是很开心酱放肆了一整天
随后还会有另一个K和“火锅之家”会登场
哈！我的生活啊~~！敬请期待......

面试

今天去了一项面试，是给下学期实习的
面试官来自一间国际公司-Kerry Ingredients
他们的客户遍布了多达120个国家
不是开玩笑的说......
他们录取员工的方式很严格
在那公司实习的四个月
其实只是相等于他们面试了你四个月
他们要的实习生是真的有兴趣将来在他们公司工作的人
如果他们有兴趣在你毕业后录取你
他们还要提供你训练，才能安心地让你在他们公司工作
不是简单的说......

他们也很注重你的mobility有多高
Dr Cheng说，有研究显示，现在的毕业生的失业率很高
其中一个原因就是不愿意远行
无可否认，Kerry会提供位子给USM给是很难得的机会
让Dr Cheng 失望的是，全班50人只有8个华人女生申请
我们也就这样被套上了Iron women的称号，哇~~~哈！
更难得的是，Kerry 愿意让表现最好的两位学生去Australia实习咧！
更好的消息是，Dr Cheng 会替那两位学生向Canselori申请资助哦！
就算跟大家说到可以让你免费出国，有兴趣的同学还是只有这八个人......
Dr Cheng 还是不断说着......很失望......

昨晚，我脸皮厚厚地把我今天要面试的事po上了MSN 和 Facebook
收集祝福好像已经成了我其中一个“白痴嗜好”......够力啦！
面试前，无疑的，大家都很紧张
面试官迟到了半小时多
在等的当儿，凯琪开了一包Oreo和大家分享
我和莉婷都拿了一片
Jane突然说“make sure ur teeth clean later"
够力！给她这么一说，其他人都不想吃了......
深怕他突然驾到
我和莉婷就赶紧握水壶准备着漱口咯！哈！

面试官其实很friendly，并没有给我们施压，还教了我们不少东西
奇怪的是，他竟然会对我懂得吹口琴感兴趣
我给他说了一大堆才知道
原来他只是好奇我如何接触到口琴而已。
Swt啦！我说了很多废话...!!
更死的是给他捉到死穴tim！
"How independent u think u r, since u r nvr far fr ur family."
糟糕！绕了一圈讲到舌头打结了，唯有承认那其实是我很想克服的弱点咯...
"If u had allocated to Thailand, wat problem u think u might face?"
哇！一个我语言不通，交通不发达，治安又不好的国家......
我很乖，没有讲骗话，把我想到的困难都说出来了，可是说完前加了一句
"but i think i cn affort dis if i had to face all of dis..."
可怕~~他笑了......"u cn affort these?!" ......
是在笑我逞强吧...yerrrr...
"do u face any problem wen u work vf other races?"
嗯，我还是很乖，没有讲骗话，说了马来人的坏话咯！
该死！应该说得圆滑些的！啊~~~
den 他也问到我的志向
我就说我喜欢R&D，想研发更多 nutritious vege based foods，因为现在常常出现 animal based 的病毒嘛！
哪里知道，他说Kerry其实是依顾客要求来改良产品的
不像在大学做study & research, Kerry很难有自由发挥的机会咯！
啊？！哎呀！！！

就酱，话题就此后结束了......
他如何判断我，我不知道，只是没有很好的预感
出来之后，我惊魂未定，安静着良久让自己平复心情
碧珊都担心地我一句：“你ok吗？”
看来我当时的脸色很差一下......
算了啦，顺其自然好了......