Result....

3/6/2009

It's time for everybody talks about academic result again. How's mine? Ha! I thought I might have a chance to celebrate for this semester result, but once again, I fail to make it.

At night of 1st June, HL was the one told me the result was out. Really thanks for this friend always gave me warm support especially for the last two semesters. I said I will treat him a meal if I manage get into Dean’s List, but seem like I am too overestimate myself. I really felt depressed that night, I even wrote down a super-depressed post but now I decide not to post it. That’s mean I feel much better now. Hehehe!

I really don’t know what to do about my future when I saw my result, because what I feel is I need much more time for study to get satisfy result. I am not a person that has good memorization or even good understanding. Sadly, undoubtedly I m good in responsibility, hahaha! Haiz…… that’s the characteristic that always made me neglected my academic…….

I thought a lot about myself yesterday. Finally, I accepted what I had done was only worth for the result I had gained. I went for a jog alone in the evening to gain back my cheerful mood and breathe. That’s my first time to jog around Bukit Jambul. It was quite weird for a lonely girl to jog along the main road. I kept laugh foolishly at myself. Ha! That’s help! I really felt better because I had done another strange matter that seldom people will do……hahaha!

I review my academic results for previous two years just now. I found that my last semester result was the second highest among the others. I had improved quite a lot compared to third semester even I failed to achieve my target. This mean that I should feel glad for last semester result. Ha! Oklar, I am ok now. I accept the reality ald.