命运

这部落的第一百篇...却不是真的第一百篇......
因为手痒把几篇不舍得遗弃的从上一个部落格转贴过来
我本打算给她换个全新面貌的... 还是迟些吧......
等到真正第一百篇的时候......
刚刚假期回来，心情是有点郁闷的
我常常都会犯开学忧郁症......该死！>.<
该完成的工作好像永远都无止尽
什么时候我才可以毫无顾虑地把时间留给自己
毫无顾虑的......

“既然要做，何不开心的做？”
这句话常常都会浮现
大道理我听懂的倒是蛮多的
我说得出口的也不少吧
可是听懂、说了之后，
我还是会叹曰“说易行难”
这......什么话嘛！
我在逃避吗？
我给自己找的借口越来越多了
这是对得起自己还是逃避了？
是逃避了......

以前玩过秤‘骨重’的算命盘
它说我的命运不好......
我虽常跌倒，但都爬得起来啊
还是觉得自己是幸福的啊
说什么不好，我没信
上周六，妈妈帮我看三世书去了
我跟她说，看了知道了什么好、坏，都千万别和我说
但......还是敌不过妹妹的诱惑......
结果还是一样，我的命运是不好的，得选个时辰去改运......
“一个好胜，凡事都想做到很好的人，但往往都会事与愿违。”
“常常在最后一分钟赶工，匆忙中常会乱了方寸。”
如果他只是嘴巴说说我的今世运程，我可以再次选择不信的
但他准确地把我的个性和现况说出来了
我想不信的，但还是耿耿于怀了

是的，我是个爱面子的人
会在乎别人对我的看法
我常常给自己定目标
但目标常常都只是定爽的
二十多年来，我真正达到目标的事情少得没有一项让我印象深刻
常对自己说“重要的是过程不是结果”
就算没有得到自己最想要的，
也要想几个“安慰奖”来哄自己
就酱对自己哄哄骗骗地过了二十多年
想要什么都得自己去争取......

我和淑凌说，
我想把坏习惯改了
她笑说那是“天生”的，改得了？
坏习惯我早就发现了
早在很久之前就对自己说要改
如果说掌纹可以算命
掌纹会改变是不是代表了命运也可改？
“听天由命”是句很沮丧的话
明明是自己做的还不够！
寻找幸福......
我还是要努力地和“命运”耗下去！！

树上只有妈妈好~~

前阵子有幸福到咯~~嘻嘻嘻!
连续好几个周末都没回家嘛
但适逢二姐有来USM上课
所以，她给我送午餐了！幸福>.<

现在放着假，呆在家
和阿妈闲聊... 提起了这件事
她就突然大唱：
“树上只有姐姐好~~”
嗯？！炸到！！哈哈哈哈哈哈！
够力的还是......她还blur blur 的问：
“做么？！不对咩？！”
她随着还重复了一段......
“树上只有妈妈好~~”
哇哈哈哈哈哈！阿妈啊~~
“笑的！做么笑到酱？！”
“老妈子啊，‘秋张顶’（潮州话，意指‘树上’）只有妈妈好哦？怎么就不见你爬上树去？！”
“哈哈哈！照你酱讲还真的是很奇怪呵？！可是做么那些儿歌还是酱唱的咧？树上只有妈妈好~~哈哈哈！”
哇！好要重复多几遍给我听咧！！=.=!!
“妈，是‘世上只有妈妈好...’，世界上的世上...”


世上只有妈妈好啊......
没机会受高教育的妈妈识字不多
华文发音也不准
常常都会闹笑话
还好，她很可爱的，也不怕我们笑
还会要刚上小学的堂弟们教她英文

在现今人人都有受教育机会的社会
不懂得珍惜的人还是很多
在麻东铺，辍学的孩子到处都是
很无奈的，我家也有个例子
爸也只能说：“我出钱供你们读书，你们能读的就读，不能读的就算了！”
爸这一番沮丧的话，后来造就了上进的孩子，却也放弃了迷途的孩子
我想，在劝、打、骂、逼都无效之后... 爸妈也无助了吧...
还好，这孩子在外混了四、五年之后，觉悟了，还是回到了正轨上
欣慰啊...他还是那个会在家人需要他时及时出现的帅老弟
嘻！每次看到他驾着黑色跑车来“救”我时，都会觉得他很有型！
......依然是我引以为傲的弟弟啊，哈！


P/S: Opps! 离题了！哈！本来只是想写个笑话而已的。写写下又想到别的去了，也一拼写下咯 ;P 见谅！见谅！

Steamboat Treated by Juniors

Date of activity: 13rd of Sept 2009

There is a tradition passed one generation to another generation in our school. Two years ago, we (all first year Chinese students in TI school) had paid RM30++ to treat Chinese seniors a buffet lunch at a restaurant in Komtar. First year students had to treat third year students, of course there might be a gap between us. Yes, most of us don’t know who our super-junior is. I think our juniors might also felt not worth to treat strangers like what we thought last time. But, like what my senior told me last time, “It’s a way to appreciate the notes, reports, pass year papers… passed by seniors to you.” Hahaha. It’s true! It’s a good tradition in TI school, because seniors will automatically pass their ‘academic HELP’ to us. But absolutely it’s not a good attitude from the view of every lecturer.

The steamboat dinner was on 13rd of Sept 2009 (Sun), but the junior representative informed me about this invitation on 11st of Sept (Fri). It was so rush for me to inform everyone about this. Jun Wei had booked bus ticket back home, Aaron had left for student exchange program, Khai Qi had activity clashed, and Jeannie and I had activities clashed too!! Jeannie and I had to attend Green Lung Interaction Day, which was ended around 7.30pm. The bus had to leave USM around 5.30pm. Luckily we manage to get permission from the president to leave the activity earlier, but I don’t know whether we are still Green Lung's members for now.

Every of us were so excited for this steamboat. Finally, 18/21 Chinese students from third year Foodtech attend the dinner. HL also joined, but he had to pay for himself, as this dinner was not free for fourth year senior. We really had fun there, and I think Foodtech seniors were those who enjoyed the most. We were so noisy and took photo non-stopped.

This was the only table with everyone stand up while eating. Hahaha!

We took a lot of funny photos, especially those with Tang’s face inside…

What would they expected from a burned pan? Too hungry?!

Wherever the camera faced to, there might be a magnetic field attract most of us stick to the direction… Hahaha! A big group of SS seniors… Luckily none of us wear T-shirt with USM logo.

I should call her SS queen! She likes self-picturing very much. Look! Even though self-picturing also can attract so many people stick together under her hand. WoW!

We have more than three cameras brought during that time. So, these were normal to have cross capturing scenario.

Yum~~~~~~~~ Yum ~ Yum ~ Yum ~~~~~Seng~~~~!
We made noise… and fight noise with other division’s students.
(This photo was designed by Tang. I like it!)

Picture of 09’ Foodtech Chinese students with 07’ Foodtech Chinese students, plus a 06’ Foodtech Chinese student (special guest).

Some of the juniors had entered XXT and become the committees of 14th Batch XXT. I am so glad to hear about that. In the last XXT meeting, I just found out who is the rep. of first year. OMG! He was so talkative and hyperactive! If you were interested to know, he was the second guy stood at the second row counted from upper right side in the photo.

OK! Lastly, this was a must-show picture for each eating gathering.

P/S: Do visit my Facebook for more photos! Hehehe!