13-15/3/09I went to a camp organized by engineering campus XXT in B’worth Chung Ling last week,13-15/3/09 . I like camp so much recently bcoz I found dat I might found sumthing diff abot myself each time I attend. Dis time, I dint set any clear target for myself for being dere, but I think da things I most likely want to improve is da capability to heat up a situation lor. I had been given a change to b facilitator again. I like dis job, but really, it’s nt easy to b a good facilitator. Ha! Mb I should say dat, da group lead by me was quite pity. I seem like being curst b4, each time went camp, being assigned into a group for sumthing else, da group might nt had da luck to win! Like last time at Cameron camp, da leader of da group should b a vr active ppl, but he was vr unlucky to meet vf an aggressive girl in da group. Dis made him dont hav da mood to fight hard. Moreover dat time he really really vr unlucky by falling sick dere.
Hmm….cum bec to da camp….. I think myself hav improve a lot during dis camp. Hehehe! Juz feel dat I more close to my group members compared to previous time. But da condition during ice breaking was still da same…..quite boring. I had learn a lot of games during da Cameron camp, but y I cnt apply dem on time? Ya, mb I should do homework de. I should try to refresh all da games in my mind, n made dem prepared to b show out anytime. N one more, another bad thing was, my group always being da worst for slogan. I quite envy de, bcoz other group oway manage came out vf powerful n energetic slogan, y mine cant? Was dat related to da way I lead? Anybody can tell me hw to create a good slogan?
My group ald got a depressed beginning. I saw all of dem bcum down aft lose for da slogan PK competition. I m their group facilitator, I should give dem sum encourage dat time de, but sorry I didn’t. I dunno wat should I said since I afraid dat those conventional consolation might make dem feel weird. I think da way cn increase their energy was win in sum games, so I try hard to help dem, giv dem a lot of comment, even help dem to think. Erm... I think dis was wrong for being a facilitator. Anyway, we still cnt win in da nxt game, but I cn feel dat dey were nt da worst, hahaha! At least I m happy to see got sum improvement n I cn feel dat they all were nt easily give up person. Hohoho! I should vr proud to say dat I had help dem win in a small game dat nid us to move by stand on a row of chairs. It is good to b tall, I m da head for the row, my long legs make move farer n faster. Hahaha! Luckily we took right strategy by arranging those taller stand in da front. I found dat I m da one most happiest wen win da game, erm…. Long time dint win in games liao mah! Hehehe, paiseh lah.
My group leader, Mei See was an easily get along ppl but she easily get nervous n forgot a lot of things wen she speak in front a crowd. Nvm, I still wan to giv her a clap bcoz she dint give up da opportunities to speak n speak. Sin Yin is a senior among dem, she has good quality in leading. Her suggestion oways made me realize abot sumthings. Such as, I nvr noe dat fold paper into a zig-zag plate cn giv da plate the best supporting by nt being bend. We apply dis wen build a bridge vf newspaper. She is vr well in express herself, da time wen she wan to explain to others hw to build a bridge without words, she made me laugh a lot to her extreme facial expression. Da shape of da bridge built was distorted, hahaha! BUT it was vr strong, I even cn put a 600mL water filled bottle on it for over one hr without spoilt it. We r vr proud of dis characteristic!
I did cry in dis camp, in a really unexpected activity. Dis was ald da 3rd time I saw da animation 一起走下去. But I dint cry for da previous time. Wen da animation was on, I m preparing da note for sharing with my group members bcoz i dun wan da situation bcom cold during da sharing part. But I was wrong, dey all were willing to share their experience nt like last time in Cameron camp. We talk a lot, until most of us cry. We talk abot da feeling of losing an important person in our life. Dis made me rmb a bad memory, I told dem my feeling wen I tot I m going to lose a best fren until I cry, uncontrolable. I tot I wont cry for him again since 3 yr ago. Stil care o nt care, I dunno. Even though v still cn b a normal frens nw, da intimate relation ald gone. I think I should appreciate, at least v still r frens.
We had get 人不为己，天诛地灭as da drama title. We had made an love story for it. Da story was talk abot a girl A best fren B had tackle A’s bf n had been discover by A one day. A pretend dunno da truth n try to make B in trouble. B found dat A vr care abot bf, she felt guilty so break up vf dat bf lor. Da story outline was provided by Mei See n I m da one who create da drama scenery. Hahaha! Dey quite shy, dun dare to call ‘Honey’, dun dare to sweet sweet vf nt close boy, dun dare to saigai too. These made me gatal wan to act myself nia. Hahaha! I like acting actually, but good o nt I dunno lar. Hmm…. I act as displine teacher in da drama lor. We had time to practice several time b4 on da stage. Even though we fail to get da timing on da stage, but I really feel dat they ald done their best, I feel proud of dem. Hehehe, same, we dint win for da drama. Vr happy to hear dat dey said this was a good experience even we lost.
I really enjoy dis camp, even more than da camp in Cameron. Actually my motive on both camp were nt same; da camp in Cameron, I fill myself more on learning new things n self improvement; dis camp, more on play n enjoying. Luckily I meet a group of active members dis time. Hehehe, unfortunately I still cnt break da curst to get a prize in dis camp ya! Nvm lor, I ald used to it. Hahaha!
