Tuesday, June 30, 2009

B'day album

Wow! Almost 2 week I dint update my blog!! Hmm… wat I bz abot?

The week aft my b’day, I was bzing made a video clip for my best fren, Shu Ling. It’s a special b’day present for her. At first, I tot to do it myself. But since Seng Chiew asked me “anything cn help?”, I accepted his kindness…hahaha! Bcoz I knew he is pro in such work, especially in photo design. I hope to make it like an album vf frens’ wish recordings. So, Seng Chiew was the one helped me to do the cover design. He oso suggest me to do a short show for the intro n ending. He wrote the script n taught me how to perform, like a director, wow!! Ha! My youngest sis was the one hold camera, followed instruction given by him. Ohya! The “studio” was set at my house, hahaha! It was fun!! V were like actors performed for a film, even nid to wear nicely, hahaha!
The album cover designed by Seng Chiew.
Acting......Macam-macam pattern. Hahaha!

Seng Chiew had been in charged in editing the video as well. The short show was taken at the morning of 20th of June, it’s the day which the party will hold at night. It was super rush for both of us, bcoz I had another activity at noon n Seng Chiew seem like nt so free oso. Finally, v failed to ‘publish’ the album on time. Actually, this made me quite down dat night, but luckily v managed to send the album on 21st June. Seng Chiew ended up dint appear for the party, bcoz at the moment he called me was around 12.30am, I told him no nid came ald bcoz most of us was going to leave. However, finally I became the only one decided to leave earlier, most of dem stayed until 4am. Vr sorry to him……

For the whole product, I only in charge in collecting frens’ sounds n edited the audio. This was oso fun for me, bcoz I had a chance to chit chat vf quite a lot of old frens, who were vr long time dint contact each others. Absolutely, I had paid quite a big amount for the phone calling…… Nvm, it was worth for me n my lovely best fren. I had to heat mid night oil to edit the audio. I juz slept half hours b4 I start my super bz Sat with the short show recoding on the early morning, alumni activity on the whole evening, n the party on the night. Sumtime, I felt myself like superwomen… hahaha!

The theme for the b’day party was liquor. It was fresh to me! Shu Ling had set some rule for her party, included our wearing, clubbing wears were preferred, she said. Unfortunately, nt everyone bother abot the rule, but the party still going on n it was fun! It was like a gathering gather up her primary n secondary sch ‘s frens. V joke, play n drank liquor. I was excited at the beginning of the party, but tiredness attacked me slowly until I felt headache on each time I laugh. I nt sure it was effect of dint have enough slept o I drank liquor o both. Hahaha! I still knew wat happened around me clearly, juz I felt a bit energyless. So, I decided to leave earlier lor, even though I reli hope I could b there until the end of the party. My pity body told me, I should surrender.
V make up at Shu Ling's house. Hehehe.
Siew Ling n me. I like dis photo.
Shu Ling n me. She reli looked pretty with dat dress n make up.
Chun Wei n me.
He kept said me drunk wen he reached bcoz I looked energyless....hahaha!
Primary sch frens. V long time dint gather liao.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

大道理也可以很可爱

放弃不等于放开哦!学会放开才是最重要。
知足者常乐啊!
再坚强的人也希望有个肩膀可以靠......
别太执着,换另一个角度看事情,也许会变得更美好。
可以不用当领头,凡事有人来替自己做决定,也是很幸福的事。
酱会很刺激,但有时也会很烦恼......
迷失了自我......
呜呜呜~~~但...但有时候会被人欺负你心软的...
好人有时候真的很难当,因为坏人太多了~~~!
这...告诉我们做人要懂得看人脸色,要懂得识做咯!(勤练中...)
这就是为什么我说我喜欢和孩子们混在一起咯!也希望自己永远可以当个小孩。但现实总是要为难我......!!
“甘愿做,欢喜受“。这个很具挑战性啊!本姐自认道行好不够高......
不尝试又怎能肯定自己办不到呢?要时时突破自己,发掘自己无限的可能。
受创了不要紧;要号啕大哭也可以;要自怜自艾也没问题!!但记得给自己订个期限,因为始终还是得爬起来面对的。
不要吝啬给他人的赞美,鼓励他人的同时也使自己更懂得珍惜身边的一切。

Monday, June 15, 2009

回归最真实的自我








上图说着的,我目前能体验到的,都和自己本身很相似。年轻嘛!总会想要做很多事情。又想到自己不知会不会下一秒就死去,所以一有机会就会尝试很多东西,还会有很多幻想tim!哈!

说到回归最真实的自我嘛,我有些感触,因为我曾经迷失了。读过叶子早期的部落我才发现,原来会在爱河里不见自己的人并非我一个,哈!他不承认就算了...... 前阵子,我真的迷失了,生活好像就只为一个人在转;当那个人离开后,感觉就像世界空了好一大半,很无助......!!

庆幸的是,现在的我重新找回自己了,无聊爱三八的那个...哈!也很喜欢那种凡事都可以跟着自己意愿走,没有后顾之忧的生活,总之就是找回自己喜欢的生活啦!我不晓得为爱人改变自己是不是一件好事,我承认曾经那很甜蜜,但不见得现在的我不比以前开心。别问我放下了没,放开和放下是两回事。有时,我可以很无所谓;有时,却发现无所谓....很难。

其实,只要我们在意得越少,得到的快乐就会越多。我们可以有很多期望,但就算得不到也不好太过耿耿于怀,这就是所谓的得失心啦!但是呵,人总是说易行难的,所以咯......烦恼还是一摞摞......

哎呀!就算我们绕了一大圈后却回到原点,所有喜怒哀乐都依然还是珍贵的回忆嘛!所以不管是好是坏,我都爱记录下来,收集回忆也可以是一种嗜好,那代表你珍惜自己的人生啊!哈!

“跌了跤也好,遇到挫折失败也好,回头看看自己的原点,那最简单的生活其实并没有那么糟,对吧?”

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Happy B'day to me~~

4/6/2009

I had my 2009 first b’day celebration on that night. I said that was very meaningful for me, because that was the first time I had some friends celebrate b’day for me. I never celebrated my b’day before I had my first love (my family seldom celebrates for special occasion). Then, for the continuous three years, ex-bf had been the only one will celebrate b’day for me. I am greedy, because since that time, I always hope that I could have a b’day celebration with a group of friends. One year after we break, my ‘dream’ becomes true……hahaha……even though it was not fully become true……

Thanks again for HL, I really feel glad to have this good friend, hehehe. That day he unluckily trapped almost one hour in the traffic jam on Penang Bridge to come over for me. He said wanted to treat me a b’day meal because he prepared nothing for me. I rejected his free meal at first, but finally I end up dint paid him for my Hi-fiber Cheese Cake and “Hi-class Teh Tarik” at Secret Recipe, hahaha! OKlar, I delete the sms that proof he “owe” me a meal as reward. Ohya! The other two friends who accompany me that night were KQ and Siau Ling (my housemates), thanks for them as well. Even though it just like a gathering more than a b’day celebration, but I felt happy because all of you were there for me, hehehe.

Forgot to take some photos to upload here……

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5-7 / 6 / 2009
I had gone for a Tzu Chi road show at Johor for this weekend, which called 《调伏人生二十难》. It was a show with combination of hand language, drama and dumb drama. This show meant to present the 20 characteristics that might trouble human most according to Buddha.

The performance at Johor Bahru was their 4th show. Since I am a new member among them, I had been assigned into dumb drama that easier to handle because not need to memorize any conversation… Hahaha! Actually I appear on the stage not more than 10 minutes for the whole show but it was quite fun. Hehehe! It made me miss the time in secondary school when we all practiced hard for harmonica performance……

There were quite a lot of new members had been assigned into dumb show. We just had a few hours to practice before the show start at night. I quite enjoyed the quick training process, but my thigh pain became worst after kneel down and up for many times. (p/s: I had thigh pain since 3 days ago after jogging) Very scary, because I really felt damn hard to stand up when we kneel down to pray for almost 7 minutes before the show started. I think I had scared some friends beside me that time, they quickly support me up and concerned me tensely. Luckily, I felt much better after I stand straight and still can walk. Hahaha!

The 5th show was at Batu Pahat on Sunday. The new members from Batu Pahat joined us were mostly from secondary school. They were cute and like to joke. There was a boy like to act, he was very funny. I challenged him to ask hp no. from a cute girl, and then I will ‘pay’ him Monopoly $$ 2000. He really did that!! I LOL can’t stop to saw what he had done. However, after that only I knew that I had been utilized, he had the will to know the girl from the beginning, I had gave him an excuse to approach the girl… Haiyoo… children nowadays really unexpected, I also dint expect the girl willing to give him her number!! Don’t know what he had talked to her… Or maybe she felt worth because that boy quite handsome. Hahaha! Can’t let him know I praise him handsome lor! His cheek bold as brick!! I enjoy the night at Batu Pahat because long time din't crazy like that, chated nonsense and acted nonsense, hahaha! Some more got a group of people willing to crazy with me made me loughed until stomach pain. I like the time mingle with children very much, hehehe! So good if I can be a child forever......

We all needed to have thick make up for the show. Girls even need to braid their hair include my short hair. Let see my “cute” photos…Hahaha!
The photo after makeup but before braid hair.
I represent 十七难 : 见性学道难
This was the photo after braid hair lor! Very cute hor? Hahaha!
Ohya! I met back my ‘losted’ sister! Hahaha! Her name is 雪爱. A lot of people said we look alike especially with this style of hair
Photo of all 二十难 with 'ghost' like white face...hahaha!
This was members of 'Greedy' group...... avid for my Monopoly $$.

We took bus backed Penang directly on Sunday night after finish the show. It was quite tire journey, I felt sleepy but I can’t sleep well. After almost 8 hours bus, we arrive Penang around 7am.

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8/6/2009
I switch on my hp after reach Penang. A lot of sms flooded in frightened me. I thought something serious happened until everyone searching for me! I really thought like that time. After read the first sms only I remember today is my b’day! Unbelievable I am too tired until almost forgot this! Ha! A very nice day!! Once I came down the bus, there was a very bright and shiny star welcome me back. When I turned my head, I saw a round bright moon ‘smile’ to me! Then I knew, today must be a wonderful day…

After went back home for bath and breakfast, KQ and I still went for work. Ya! It was very very very tire, especially my eyes… I had my 2nd b’day celebration with KQ and Jane when lunch. Hehehe! Pizza Hut plus free pizza for b’day girl, me!!
Vegetarian pizza
Garlic bread sticks, chicken soup and free pizza! This was my first time to taste b’day free pizza. It taste super nice!! I like it!
Ha! That’s was our tradition… B’day girl must took picture with the foods.

I had my last b’day celebration after working hours at QB with Shu Ling. I said I don’t mind if she celebrate for me later on coming weekend but she will be at Genting that time. So, even I am damn tire, I still went to meet her.

I saw her with a big green bag. She said she helped her father bought something, but I was curious what’s the thing so big!! She refused for me to look into it, so I should know the things inside the bag was for me… Hahaha! Ok! Surprise for me ya!

We went dinner at Nippon Yatamura, a Japan restaurant. I strike down a soy sauce in bottle just after we had our site, so embarrassing!! Then, we found that the waiter served us impolitely, maybe was because I had trouble him… Anyway, the foods there very nice! I like it too!
Nice decoration in Nippon Yatamura.
These were the things inside the bag. You can imagine how big the green bag she broght!
Hahaha! 22 cup cakes for my 22 years old b’day! I was so touch because this was her first time bake for me, unexpected, so surprise! Hahaha!
Luckily she did take photo for the cup cakes before sent them for me. Some of the words already spoilt when reach in front of me. Hahaha! The cakes become more beautiful after my background decoration…hahaha!
Introducing my best friend here – Shu Ling!!

22 cup cakes…… sure I can’t finish alone. My house din’t has oven or even fridge, so I need to settle them asap! I had been her cake promoter on the next day. I ate 7 cup cakes, others were settle by almost 10 friends. Hehehe! They all gave good comments include me. Finally the cakes finished at the night. A friend asked me, don’t I should finish all alone as an appreciation for her hard work? But I feel I should share them with more people to gain more feedbacks for her as an appreciation... Hahaha! She might happier to hear more good comments. Am I correct, Shu Ling? Hahaha!

I really like my 2009 b'day very much! Thanks for all my best friends and thanks to all of you that remember my b'day. Thank you!! I got a very memorable and very very happy b'day.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Result....

3/6/2009

It's time for everybody talks about academic result again. How's mine? Ha! I thought I might have a chance to celebrate for this semester result, but once again, I fail to make it.

At night of 1st June, HL was the one told me the result was out. Really thanks for this friend always gave me warm support especially for the last two semesters. I said I will treat him a meal if I manage get into Dean’s List, but seem like I am too overestimate myself. I really felt depressed that night, I even wrote down a super-depressed post but now I decide not to post it. That’s mean I feel much better now. Hehehe!

I really don’t know what to do about my future when I saw my result, because what I feel is I need much more time for study to get satisfy result. I am not a person that has good memorization or even good understanding. Sadly, undoubtedly I m good in responsibility, hahaha! Haiz…… that’s the characteristic that always made me neglected my academic…….

I thought a lot about myself yesterday. Finally, I accepted what I had done was only worth for the result I had gained. I went for a jog alone in the evening to gain back my cheerful mood and breathe. That’s my first time to jog around Bukit Jambul. It was quite weird for a lonely girl to jog along the main road. I kept laugh foolishly at myself. Ha! That’s help! I really felt better because I had done another strange matter that seldom people will do……hahaha!

I review my academic results for previous two years just now. I found that my last semester result was the second highest among the others. I had improved quite a lot compared to third semester even I failed to achieve my target. This mean that I should feel glad for last semester result. Ha! Oklar, I am ok now. I accept the reality ald.

Monday, June 1, 2009

淑凌回来咯!哈!

2009年5月31日

淑凌终于回来了~~~!!下午一时左右,我一看到讯息就想去找她了!但是呵,俏玲下午约三点的巴士到槟城喔,我得赶回去给她开门呢!如果我就酱回槟城去,那就要等她月中生日时才能见到她了。最后,我做了一个麻烦却让我开心的决定,嘻,那就是也把淑凌带回槟城去,晚上再送她回北海咯!没办法咯!从LA回来的比较巴闭嘛!哈!

我和小小又见面啦!酱久没见她还是那么兴奋热情喔!哈!每次看到我都会失控捉狂的,大腿又被她划了一条痕…… 跟主人一样的,都不温柔一点……长大咯!毛色都变了,也好像比较成熟了,因为她捉狂的程度懂得适可而止了,哈!

俏玲到家后,我们仨人去了Queensbay 血拼,我想买双凉鞋啦!小银被野狗咬烂了嘛…… 好久没有像今天酱悠闲去逛街购物了。其实,我上周四才去了QB,但也只是去看戏啦(Alien vs Monster),因为蛮夜了,所以没时间好好逛。今天蛮爽的啊!那淑凌常常都很不客气地啦,就因为她不客气才爽啊!我们去了Forever 21,她说那是她在LA的favourite choice。她怂恿我只try不买喔,哈!结果我就拿了宽领阔袖的T-恤和一件连身裙与她一起“玩”咯!常常都会觉得女生穿起那种宽身的T恤配短裤很有随性的成熟女人味,自己有欣赏那类型的打扮,却不太敢穿。嘻!所以今天就穿看怎么样咯,但却觉得自己穿不出那种feel喔!算咯!


淑凌说她在LA呆了半年后也变得很爱购物了,我今天就见识到了。在她来到QB之前应该没有任何买新鞋的意愿吧?结果,逛了一阵子后,先买了鞋子的人是她。Serve她的那个美眉有可怜!哈!两个都是嘴巴厉害讲话的,我单是坐在一旁看她们耍花枪都够我笑餐饱了。淑凌喋声喋气地处处为难,那美眉竟然很有耐性陪她玩喔,又哄半骗酱,哈!还蛮搞笑的。闹了有超过半小时吧?那美眉才得以赚到淑凌的七十零吉。这就是我的好朋友啦,够力得超可爱的,哈哈哈!

我随后也在nose买到合我心意又合我size的鞋子啦!我不曾在nose买鞋,没想到那里的款式比起其他店的更能留住我的步伐喔!哈!下次要买鞋应该先考虑nose了。

今天是31号哦!喜爱冰淇淋的我也不忘关顾Baskin Robin,很可惜的是那里没有我爱吃的那种cheese口味。不要紧啦,那两种又记不起是什么nut口味的也不错吃,嘻!

这两天的周末我回家了,很高兴哦,因为我又吃到了让我念念不忘的那种粽子,我还以为我找不回这种味道的粽子了,哈!因为婆婆刚过世,我们不可以裹粽子嘛,所以今年我们家有很多粽子从“四面八方”送过来,多亏酱我才找回了那味道,也才知道那叫“娘惹粽”啊!嗯...好,我以后懂得找了,哈!昨天还和姐姐们去看了Night at The Muzeum 哦!我后面和右边的人都轻易地被剧情逗笑了,但我却没有觉得很好笑的感觉喔!就觉得剧情的笑点太做作了,就好像是编剧担心剧情太枯燥而故意安排一些搞笑的场面出来一样,就觉得笑点出现得不是时候嘛!那明明是紧张和让人担心的被人追捕时刻,他们竟然还有闲情谈情说爱;那明明是让人惊心胆跳的打斗场面,他竟然还有心情去安慰一个失落汉,更够力的是还有闲情跟两只猴子斗气玩掌掴喔!总的来说还算ok的吧,只是没有我期望中般可以爆笑咯!我觉得看那卡通片还更值得看咧!还好戏票是买Kit-kat时免费送的,嘻!